[font="Book Antiqua"][/font] Well my wonderful husband will be coming home soon! I am so excited and scared at the same time, is that even possible? My problem is that I am fat. I know I am fat. I'm not the Jessica Alba that he drools over. Or the Hott music video girl. I'm just a woman who struggles everyday to just be me. I don't like what I see staring back at me in the mirror. I am a person who struggles with diabetes and weight and to very ill mannered little boys who I woul
