i havent really done much blogging before but i thought i might give it a shot, i'm sure my rambling thoughts become tiresome to my friends but here it doesnt matter, i can write to my hearts content i love this site, the people actually have a passion or interest in what they are talking about, which really should be the backbone of any good forum and such i feel so stressed lately and im not quite sure the cause, yesterday was just....i cant even put my finger on it, everything felt up in th