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2 years ago I was ready to divorce my husband. He had accused me of cheating whenever I went out with friends. Mind you they were all girls. I'm not attracted to the same sex at all. I was throwing a surprise party for the man who owed the stable where my horse was being boarded. He was turning 53. I get a phone call from my husband accusing me of cheating on him and that he can't trust me. I had never cheated on him or any of my boyfriends. I was shocked. But this turned into a reoccurring accusation when I did things. Anytime I went out with friends I would be getting texts the whole time asking me who I was with, what I was doing, when I would be home, etc. If i didn't reply then I would receive phone calls. My friends would get pissed because I wasn't giving them my attention. He would get pissed because of the same thing. I was in a losing situation and I was getting more and more stressed. I was only 21 yrs when this all started. I suggested therapy and was shot down everytime. In june of that year I told him in a letter that I was moving out and thinking about divorce and that I would be staying with some friends. That at this moment we were sperated and that i would not being telling him every aspect of what I was doing. We could communicate but that who I was with and such wasn't his business. Well I was out of the house for 2 months and had gotten close to someone. In a romantic way and I never lied to this individual about where I was at emotionally or status wise. He knew I was married and trying to work things out with my husband. He was there for me and such even though I knew he liked me, I was keeping him at an arms length. Well things went wrong and I did end up sleeping with him. I became one of those people I never wanted to be a cheater. I felt horrible. But I didnt get the chance to tell my husband what had happened, because he had been snooping through my phone whenever we were together during those 2 months of speration because he felt he had a right to do so. I felt violated because he had been going through my phone to find out if I was cheating on him. All I could think is how long had he been doing this. I had conversation with my family on there about him that were private. He didn't care that I felt horrible about what had happened he made it a point to hurt me for weeks both physically and emotionally. I like rough sex(biting and such) but he wold scratch me hard enough to make me bleed or bite me hard enough to leave bruises and welts. I had chosen to go back to him and this is how I was being treated. I have never wanted to or really been one to cheat or look for another person when I am involved with someone. I give that person my everything. All of who I am. All my trust. All my love. To feel like I don't have that in return for the 4 yrs we have been married kills me. We have been together for 8 yrs and not once has he fully given himself to me. The one time that I was the cheater I felt disgusting and worthless and like I was the scum of the earth. this forum has given me a new outlook on life and what I deserve. I definitely feel like settled for less than I probably deserved. Thank you for helping open my eyes to the fact that I'm not worthless. I made a mistake and he says he forgives me but he doesn't act like it. One mistake in 8 yrs is pretty good. I'm always afraid now that no matter what i say or how I say it he will become angry or violent. He does have a bad temper. I just want him to understand that I do love him and that I'm constantly feeling hurt or unloved. He always turns a conversation into me saying he is a bad husband but that isn't what I am trying to tell him. It's just very difficult. Thank you for reading this very long rant.

Sorry my phone auto corrected me that is the face of ectasy.

Oh yea that isn't he face of ectasy. I'm very jealous of your wife

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No one deserves to be put through that..I'm sorry that happened to you

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Yes it would. Would it make you hot if I grind my clip and pussy against your face as you did that?

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Hello and welcome I have found everyone so far has been very nice and helpful.

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I'm starting to feel inferior to him...he puts me down or says things that come across as if only you were better. I wanted to punch him in the face tonight because he was upsetting me so much. I didn't do it...but I really wanted to. I'm just tired of always feeling like I have to look over my shoulder with him around because he is always judging me. He basically wants to make all my decisions for me. I'm just so tired.

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