Suzaniam

Hi, She's Back! I forgot and opened up Suzaniam instead of Babe, so. Wisconsin guy is Officially out of my life for good, he wasn't a good person at all. Nothing but a lying cheat. I wasted 3 years on that dude, and he couldn't get hard Or treat me with any kind of respect. He enjoyed doing things to hurt my feelings so he could go watch camgirls on Twitter. And compliment them publicly while ignoring tf out of me. After I deleted all my pics on here, and got rid of the continuing story. Whatever, dude.

Hi Tyger! I'm back! Lol. I changed accounts, to Babe, then closed that account when the man I referred to in the op talked me back (again) and complained about my pics being up...... yeah... Mr YouTube and Twitter girl "viewer". With at least 3 other gfs. Anyway... Hi! I'm back! 😂😁 I've learned a lot, had some EMDR, still working on stuff...

Hi, when I joined, I had no intention of posting, and now that I have, I realized I probably shouldn't have the suzaniam screen name. I tried to edit, but there's no option to change my name, everything else, but not that... help?

This is what happens when I see all the nice comments and pics... VID_20190823_095815_01.mp4

I like when I can help someone get hard... A sense of accomplishment, maybe? 😁

It does... Yes, it does... 😥

Head on over to Looking for Attention and Shower Pics.... I think you might find what you want 😽

I think I accomplished that in my shower pics 😁

I wish I had had time to play a bit after my shower....

I have a couple...

I knew there was a reason I don't chat with people on hangouts, didn't want to use google anything, lol.

What site? I'm already nervous about videochatting... Ugh.

I need to be fucked. Hard. Going to have to go play with it again tonight...

(Closes eyes, concentrates hard) I do believe, I do believe, I do I do I DO believe! 😹😹😹

Perspectives.... I would love love looooove to have one (or two) of these to play with... I can just imagine licking and sucking, and while going down on one, the other very large, very hard cock is taking me from behind... I've dreamt of that one for a long time... want to feel it someday... You wanted a perspective on large cocks... right? If not, you got one anyway 😁😁😁😁

The harshest critics are usually the most twisted... And religious.... Having social phobia, I tend to know everything bf I hook up w anyone, and I don't drink, so no loss of judgement, lol. I'm a safe sex kitty 😽

Yeah.... Whoever says to get into a relationship to get experience is high, lol. Women have always been told it's bad to be sexual, while telling men it's great. We have needs too. Just bc some men and older women say it's bad doesn't mean they're correct. We are all human.

I think you know my perspective... 😁

I didn't do a lot of things for that exact reason. But. I did all the right things. When my late husband died 2 years ago, however, my inlaws took the chance every time I was out of the hospital room to criticize and gossip about me. Not one single friend I thought I had made in 33 years ever came to see me. Do what makes YOU happy. Unless you want to be a politician, nothing will come back to haunt you, and by the time you're my age, you won't care! 😁😁😁

Oh, I'm much more hopeful now! 😁

I have found this site to be full of great people. I think you came to the right place, as did I! Have a great time while you're young, make lots of memories you can look back on when you get to be 57. 💙

I know what it's like to feel alone and confused... I'm old, but surprisingly, still haven't figured out much. 💙 Life's a trip...

I know, right?!?!? I'm up front about not wanting anything serious, it seems like I'd have a line at my door. But nope. I'm glad I don't get attached easily, only one man has had that ability in the last year, and that one mystifies me. I've never been able to find out why. But he's a jerk. (I've been in a really sad mood over him today) I need to find someone to help me forget him. He's really not worth my time. First cum, first served? 😂😂😂

Yes. One person knows. He was supposed to fulfill my darkest one. But I broke it off, and I probably won't tell anyone else.