tracey

The guy I am with is so insecure and it is effecting our reltionship very badly. He used to never make these kind of comments...but then all the sudden, in the middle of sex, he will ask things like, "do I satisfy you like so and so?'' "Am I doing it the way so and so did this to you?" Or heaven forbid I run into someone in the store, whether I dated them or not-then I hear, "what, you want to f>>> himm?" "Why was you talking to him?" "did you f>>> him?'' And the inevitable-I have been married 2 times. Of course, they get thrown in my face. And so do PAST boyfriends. I have already told him-who I seen and who I was with is in the past, leave them there. Anyone else with this kind of issues. Its not going to work between us if this keeps up.

ok, I have been with this guy for a few months now. No, he is not the longest I have been with nor the thickest. But...he is one of the only 2 guys that I have ever let try anal sex with me. It hurts so bad. At first it feels really great-and then PAIN. Afterward, and for the next couple of days, I bleed-bright, red to dark blood and often with clots, every time I have a bm. No, I don't have hemmorhoids. So what is causing this bleeding. I know it isn't normal. It doesn't hurt afterward, and it doesn't hurt for the few days that it bleeds.

Well, it has taken me quite a while to find someone that I CAN go down on...that alone is a big step. Now, as far as spitting or swallowing, I am not quite that far yet. But Howard...I am practicing daily!!!

Ok, due to the rape charges, molestation, and sodomy charges my husband is in jail for, I really freaked when I had 2 little painful bumbs show up on my nether regions. Yes, I immediately called my doctor and explained everything, and went in to have EVERYTHING checked. All tests came back clean. Thank God! So what are these painful little bumbs that feel like a b b under my skin?? I accidently shaved the top off one, didn't know it was there, and OMG.....the burn! I couldn't get the soap off fast enough. Then it burned like hades everytime I peed. Talk about scaring someone. But she checked it, did a biopsy just to be sure, and said it was just a vaginal cyst. Since then I have had 3 more. They last about a week, and come to a head, after soaking a hot bath 2 or 3 times. I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE. So why now?? She didn't have an answer. And said that unless they got really big, then they could freeze them off. But as long as they were little, there was nothing to do for them. Soak in hot baths until they came to a head and drained, then they would remain tender for a few days more. Has anyone else ever experienced these and please tell me they are not a permanent occurence? They hurt, they are painful. And I sure don't want to continue to have one pop up every so often. The doctor said the only thing she could tell me was that stress seems to aggravate the problem. But nothing else, ?????

daily, and multiple times a day, at work, at home,

a laundry mat in Panama City, the bus station parking lot in Lagrange, GA, in the back of my van, on the sand bar in PC, and whenwe got back to the room,, we could see peoples feet out there and more recently, the trampoline in my front yard!

for me, shaved....but for him, at least trimmed is ok maybe some light bondage, but I really don't like confinement. I love to be able to move my hands all around, and hold on tight when I need to. I prefer the bottom, and as for the other half of the ??, mmf...been there, done that, not brave enough to do another female I am all for waking up with gentle little kisses in the nether regions! I don't care for anal, so it is definitely a not. Ok, I have done the bus parking lot, the laundry mat in Panama City, and in the woods, but last week topped all of them for me, we slipped outside in the middle of the night and did it on the trampoline in the yard. Granted, I live at the end of a dead end street, and don't have many neighbors....but the newspaper delivery person drove up, threw a paper out, and pulled off. We were frozen in place, and cracked up laughing after they pulled away. Now, my question, where is the craziest place you have ever done it, and did you ever get caught?

TY Sexy Kitty, no, I was not actually looking at the time either. I was actually talking to another guy that I am friends with, and all. I really hadn't acknowledged it to myself I guess, but my little sister saw thru both of us. AND made it a point one day after a game. She has no shame...anyway, I was watching Tony at the fence. And he had turned around, and saw me...so he walked over and made a little comment, "I know I am cute and all" well, I turned about 5 shades of red, and wouldn't you know, my little sis and her big mouth were in hearing and responding range...she was saying, "ohh, Tracey, is that a maybelline blush or a Tony blush, cause it sure looks like a good color." He sat down next to me, laughing, and said, "I think its a Tony blush, and I love the way it looks" We have been seriously talking ever since, and of course, now the " Tony blush" is their source of good natured ribbing. My sister, of course, is taking the credit, cause she said I would never have had the nerve to say anything, and she is right. I knew he was cute, and I love watching him watch his son play ball. I took pictures of him and his son, and I have picture proof of the love and pride on his face when he watches CJ. He is a single Dad with full custody of his son. Has been on his job for 17 years. Stable. Our boys are the same age. I have never dated anyone older than a 1 year older than I am, my current soon to be ex is 6 years younger. He is 27 and I am almost 34. Well, Tony is 44, but so far, I am happy.

Well, Howard, ummmm, no, I haven't never told him. I may be the only one, maybe that is why he still claims after 6 years af being broke up, and I have remarried during that time, that he still loves me. You see, I packed everything up and walked out on him back in 2000, and yet, he still says he loves me and wants another chance. And now he knows my divorce will be final in June, so he has this idea that he told my sister, he thinks he is gonna talk me into getting back with him. SO NOT GONNA HAPPEN!! UMM...and yeah, all my friends know, and ummm, its common knowledge. Information that I was late on recieving when I started dating him in 99. We dated for 6 months before we did anything. And I didn't want to hurt his feelings, and still don't. And no, he doesn't know that is one of the reasons I left, the drinking I couldn't handle and he couldn't keep a job because of it. I grew up with an alcoholic father, I didn't want the same for my kids.

ok, you want a rude response.... One time, my best friend and I were at a night club and this guy just kept on, and kept on bothering me and telling me what all he could do to me and how much I would enjoy it. Well, I was already tired of hearing him. And so I told him that if he had to brag so much that obvioulsy he was making up for something he didn't have. He pulled it out right there on the dance floor-I took one look and busted out laughing, and being I had to speak over the music, I was laughing and I said, " That's all you have and you think your gonna do what with that!!??" Well, the music had just stopped, and everyone turned and looked....my best friend, was going...omg...I don't believe you just did that!! And I was not drinking that night, so I can't blame it on anything other than honesty. GUYS-If you are gonna brag...have what it takes to back up your claims, else you just might get a rude comment in front of people.

Yes, I have a tattoo as well. Go figure that it would be a dolphin. And it says Tracey underneath it. It is on the back of my right shoulder, if I want to show it off, I can. It shows when I wear tank tops, and especially spaghetti straps, and if I don't want it seen, well, then I just wear a shirt with sleeves. I collect dolphins and have many. My living room has dolphins everywhere, including my curtains, lol I want another one, just haven't done it yet, but it too will be my name, only it will be in the gujarati language(hindi), for those that are not familiar. I speak a little hindi, not much. But I love the way my name looks in their language. I also want one with my 3 boys names on it, I just haven't decided on where and what exactly I want for that one.

kisses on the back of my neck...I get excited chill bumbs and then get weak in the knees feeling, especially depending on who is doing it to me

According to a recent survey by women I read recently and saved; 9 inches=pain 7 inches =heaven 6inches=pleasure 5inches=umm...ok 4 inches=push harder 3 inches=is it in??? 2 inches=fuck it, use your fingers!! Around 7 has been my limits, that I can handle and enjoy. I have been with larger, and as long as they took it easy, I was ok. Have had a few tummy aches the next day from a few. And like you said, Mikayla, I too, have been with someone, who was so small, I couldn't even feel it at all, and he would be finished before I even got wet!! But I didn't want to hurt his feelings,that was several years ago, and to this day, we are still friends, and he wants to get back together. Now that I am about to be divorced and he wants to know if I will give him another chance, and I come up with every reason I can, cause I do love him as a friend...but I need more in that area. And no...he doesn't care for foreplay...so he isn't making up for anything in any areas and I refuse to go back to that!!

ONLY 7-8 times a week and you are worried????? Ok, if that makes you a nympho, then I must be really freakier than even I knew about There are 7 days in the week...its how I go to sleep at night, there are 7 days in a week, its how I finish my baths in the am, there are 7 days in a week, its what I do when I am home alone reading any kind of book, there are 7 days in a week, its what I do when I am on the phone, if kids are asleep or not at home, there are 7 days in a week, its what I like to feel before I even make it to the tub in the am and you thought you were a nympho???? And no, I am not that deprived. I was this way before my hubby got locked up, and it just intensified. And even now, after my boyfriend goes home, and I get cleaned up, I masturbate again, and replay everything we did to each other. So, do the math, cause I refuse to try to count....

I don't like it, but then again, I also have issues with bodily fluids anywhere near my face. Something I am having to deal with and working on getting past...so, the thought of it near my face, is not a turn on for me. I know, I know, I have issues....but I am working on those. After being in an abusive marriage, things are just hard sometimes, and my trust issue is shot. So as far as having someone do that on my breasts, I personally don't care for it.

Well, even in my marriage, I masturbated. For me, it is my way of settling my mind, and relaxing before I go to sleep. Get the days events to clear out and leave only one thing in mind...pleasure. And if I wake up during the night, you guessed it, it is how I go back to sleep. I don't always do it until the full orgasm, usually just enough to relax and go to sleep. For a lot of my friends, and for people that say they never masturbate, they are either lying, and too embarrassed to admit to doing so or they just don't have no sex drive at all. I have a really bad habit of running late in the mornings, because I love to do it in the tub in the mornings...and time gets away with me . But it is the next to best thing to start the day out with. Perfer sex in the mornings, but with hubby locked up, and divorce to be final soon....and I have only just begun seeing someone, and we are not at the staying over with each other stage, sex is not a morning option right now , so that leaves me to take care of issues

OK<OK<OK<OK so I didn't wait until June 9th for my divorce.....things just happen.... anyway, I am seeing this really great guy, he is a single Dad. Our boys played ball together and he was the assistant coach. I really enjoyed going to the ball games for more than watching my son, because I love the looks on Tony's face as he watches his son play ball. Sooooooooo..........anyway, we have been talking for a while now, and had agreed to wait until after June 9th for anything. But that trampoline in the yard was so inviting Friday night!!! He said I was too chicken, and wouldn't do it....proved him wrong I did! And both of us got a really good fright when the newspaper delivery person threw the paper out but we saw the headlights before and being that I live on a dead end street, and I am the last house , we were out there for quite a while. So...I barely got in on the outside for May deal, but I did!

WELL, CONGRATULATIONS!!! See what happens when I don't get on often enough, I miss out on news. That is one of the best reasons there is to have to wait, childbirth. Hope you and new baby are doing well, and remember, you are very fertile following childbirth...my sis didn't wait her 6 weeks out-she ended up pregnant again, and had twins 7 months later. 3 babies all in 2003-I told her that was what she got for wanting to F,,, like rabbits, and not waiting. Anyway, good luck. And as far as the hubby goes-I am better off without him, and enjoying it.

I got my A plus a ok from my doctor. With the rape and sodomy charges my hubby is locked up for, I had my doc check me for EVERYTHING, blood work and pap, the works. Thank God it was all negative. But I don't know what kind of doctor visit or results you are waiting on, but good luck. I have someone in mind, but we are only at the friend stage for now, not anything further just yet, my divorce will be final in June. And being that my hubby sent a letter this week, telling me to file divorce because of his charges, and he knew I haven't been happy in a long time, he said he would not contest it. What he doesn't already know, is that I have already contacted legal aid and my divorce will be final and he has no say so So, I guess, I will have to celebrate this "holiday" a bit late

Well, I guess I am out of the loop on today...I have to work all day and hubby is locked up, , so I know it will be me and my fantasies this evening Sometimes those are worth it anyway. But for those of you that can practice this "holiday", Happy OI Day!

For me, the curiosity is there. The fantasies are there. They invade my dreams, and thoughts. But my chicken has all the feathers. I don't have the nerve to go thru with it, have been close, and when she pulled off her shirt, I got up and left the room. That was 7 years ago, and my best friend still picks on me about it to this day. I always fantasize about a woman going down on me, and my saying is, she can go down and do what she wants...but I can't return the favor. My mouth and tongue are very limited to what goes in or gets touched. Now, I have done a 3 some once, with 2 guys. It was ok, but not something I am dying to try again. So for me, I am comfortable leaving them at fantasies...they make wonderful pastimes when it is hard to get to sleep sometimes. Especially now that I am single once again...by the way Howard and Mikayla, my hubby was found guilty of the charges by a jury this past week. So sentencing will be in July, he is looking at 5-10 years. So for now, it is me and my fantasies...whether they be about a guy or a girl...

Well, just to give you a background understanding of my similar situation, I was one of the kids that, instead of kicking and screaming tantrums, I held my breath until I passed out. I thankfully don't remember actually doing that, but it has been a family "joke" as long as I can remember. Anyway, once I was older and sexually active, I fainted during sex and my boyfriend freaked out and was slapping me in the face. You have to realize we were teens and very inexperienced and it totally freaked both of us out. EMBARRASSED does not even begin to describe my feelings. I did end up seeing a doctor and confessing about what was happening. Tests were run just in case, but everything was normal. I have asthma which doesn't help and I get light headed so easily. The doctor assured us that once I passed out, I was breathing normal again, and as mentioned, as long as I didn't stay "out" for no more than a minute or 2, not to worry. But to try to remember to always breathe when having sex. I still to this day have issues with it, and it does make it hard for me to cum, cause I am telling myself to breathe and I have a hard time focusing or relaxing. Just rest assured, if you end up with someone you are not impressed with...play it off with a that just how bored I was, I fell asleep , if it is with someone really good at what they are doing to you, just tell them, it was so good you forgot to breathe and passed out

My oldest son, who is now 15, was around 3 at the time, came up with what became our "joke" word for activities..turtle. To understand the meaning...one night, we thought the door was locked....he came into the room and we were not aware he was in the room or for how long. Needless to say, he jumped onto our bed and hollered, "I want to play turtle with Mommy!!!" I thought my husband was going to die. He collapsed on me. And I felt him shrivel as he had just came and was not able to pull out because of our son. We found out about 2 weeks later I was pregnant and it was our secret joke about the turtle causing it. Kids......gotta love em!

I think you did a wonderful job QG,I laughed at some of it and the mental images you were able to place were incredible. I read a lot so when I am reading something that I can actually visualize -it's good! To actually almost feel what I am reading is Great! Keep up the good work, looking forward to reading more!!!

I found this site by accident, I was actually looking for Adam and Eve catalogs, my hubby used to get them, and I found this instead and never looked any further. I was satisfied with the items I see here and with the info I have received after some of my posts-thank you Howard and Mikaya and ty to everyone else for all the ideas