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Oh, I forgot to answer the question about eating pussy. Well it's actually his favorite thing! He will do it before sex, during sometimes, and after when he feels the urge. ^-^ I am VERY pleased. Maybe he just feels like I don't appretiate his cumming in my mouth in the back of his head. I'm still in training. hehe

AH, thank you VERY much! Well he is deffinately NOT into the whole clean thing, lol. He actually loves to make me orgasm more than once. He's made me do it 4 times in a row once. Let me tell you, I was tired when we got done. Anyways, I think Tyger is right. It seems to be that way. I must give off a certain reluctance too. We've had a couple of issues lately. I, unfortunately, had a bad child hood with my father. He was abusive and obsessed with pornography. No I wasn't raped, thank god! In any case he prioritized it over my sister and I when we were younger and would view it while we were home. The computer was in the dining room. How am I supposed to get food if I can't pass the dining room to get to the kitchen? Well, my boyfriend (being a MALE) enjoys pornography. Perfectly normal and all of that but I have some problems coming to terms with it. Especially since he views it behind my back and lies to me about it. He knows I am a bit iffy on it so he says he gets scared to tell me. I kind of get jealous of it and view it as cheating and then I feel like I'm ugly or unimportant. I would rather him not view it. I don 't mind viewing it possibly together but he uses it for his own sexual pleasures and satisfaction and then he becomes obsessive and our sex live goes DOWN hill. He isn't interseted in having sex anymore when we view it and when we do it ....well it sucks. I have now had to put a lock on the computer so that he cannot get on. I want to trust him but I don't understand what the problem is. We almost broke up all together and I asked him taht if he was curious and wanted to split up that we could do that and he could experiment with others. He said it wasn't worth it. He also claims that he doesn't really like pronography and he doesn't know why he is interested in it. He is a young male..I understand why he is interested in it. His hormones are through the roof, it's normal, I know. So he suggested that we make a date once a week for an hour or so and discuss anything that is on our minds. I agreed to be a bit more experimental and he agreed to be more respectful and be truthful. It wouldn't bother me as much if he was just truthful about it because what if he takes it a step further....although...he doesn't seem like he would go that far. His main thing is that he is VERY curious about anal sex and of course I started this article asking about it. See? I'm trying. I just have to get my endometreosis figured out so that I can stop all of my discomfort and pain and I should be well on my way! Oooh, I also found out that he likes nylons! That was fun. We are currently trying to move into an apartment together so that we don't have any outside porblems such as family. Unfortunately we are in college and he's been staying with me and my mom and my sister. Mom's are not good to have around when you're trying to have a relationship. I love her dearly but she tries to control too much. I'm hoping this move might bring us both closer again and maybe I can loosen up.

When I first got with my boyfriend 4 years ago he had a very curved penis. I called it a banana, lol. It curved just like a banana. It curved towards his stomache. Anyways, this is a common condition in many men and it isn't dangerous at all but it usually straightens itself out. It does hit the G-Spot perfectly. In due time with sex it usually straightens itself out. We have obviously had sex for 3 years now and over time it has gone straighter. You'll have to deal with the missionary position for a while. I couldn't do doggy with him because it curved and hit me wrong but now that it is straighter doggy is one of the most enjoyable positions for me! Sometimes I am sad that it went straighter because I miss the stimulation it gave me during missionary position. I read an article on this once but I can't remember where I found it. You should be able to find something on it if you type it up in google, "Facts about curved penises" or something like that. I, myself, found the curve kind of attractive. I think it looks sexier than a straight penis but that's just my opinion. Oh and if you notice that I make a lot of short simple sentences....I swear I"m good at english but I"m noticing this problem arising. I've been taking japanese and we make a lot of short simple sentences so now it's sticking with me when I write in english too. HAHA! I hope that straightens out someday!

Thanks a lot, I was just concerened with these but I am glad to hear it from someone who asked their doctors. I was going to talk to my gyno next time I go in..which is soon unfortunately, but I was a little nervous about it because......well, it's an awkward question. As for the swallowing cum thing, I will read those articles, but we have tried it before and I had such a hard time. He claims it's attractive but when we try it he says that it doesn't give him the satisfaction he thought it would. He says that it makes me look dirty and it doesn't appeal to him but then again I get the idea he likes it. I'm confused. He likes it but at the same time I think he feels like he shouldn't on my face or in my mouth, like it's rude or makes me look like a slut or something. I don't know, I can't tell how he feels on it. When I question him, he gives me both answers. He says he likes it but at the same time he doesn't. I am so confused. lol I decided to throw that one in there because it was something I just remembered right now. We have been dating almost four years now and the sex life is great but I feel like there are some things we need to work on. When I ask him what I can do more to please him he says that everything I do is great and he likes it alot. I mean he finishes great and he usually seems to have a good time but I feel like I need to be more interesting. Maybe it's just me! lol Those few things I mention is what I think I should focus on. hmm, I haven't tried costumes yet, maybe those will be exciting....

My boyfriend hasa expressed several times to me that he wants to try anal sex. I understand that lots of people do it but I was wondering how it is health wise. I am worried that it will cause problems for me in the future. What if I become loose and suddenly can't control flatulants or something? What if it rips me apart?? I know that it is highly advised to use condoms because of the bacteria involved. I am just worried that it might long term affect me or hurt me and I was wondering what the risks and likely hood of them were. My other question was about cum. My boyfriend has also expressed cumming in my mouth. Yeah, most men desire it but what if I don't like the taste?? I also wonder how safe it is to swallow that as well? I know all it is is protien and it probably won't hurt the stomache but how do I get passed that clammy taste? Not to mention there is so much of it that it's a lot to swallow. Help? lol