I am really new here and very shy about being here toe be honest so bear with me. I just recently, at the encouragement of an old friend, bought a few toys to experiment with. He suggested two in particular and then I added two to the list out of my own out of curiousity. I actually logged onto here because I had a question not about the toys but about sex in general but browsing through the different topics I think I found my answer in the Anal Avenue section. Here was my dilema: I have met this really great guy that I am really really into. We have great talks about everything including sex. Well, previously, my sex life has been really dull. I mean almost non existent...previous partners have always left me less than satisfied...anyway....he was telling me what his idea of how sex should be and I was like totally amazed because in my mind, I thought the same...I thought I was the only one on earth that was thinking this...so I told him I agreed with what he was saying and we talked more. Well, everytime the subject would come up in the weeks that followed I would learn something new about him. For example..he likes to be submissive and be told what to do. He likes to be "put in his place." I thought about this and thought that this was perfect because I have always wanted too be more agressive sexually. Don't get me wrong...nothing S & M here, no whips and chains or that sort of thing. He likes to be "slapped" and told if he is doing something wrong and that sort of thing but that is as far as it goes...I have not done that though....Again, this avenue of sex is new for me. We have had sex only once and it was amazing. He did what I said and begged for more...lol. I can't believe I am telling all this...I was very shy with him though and not as verbal as I would have like to have been. I know it takes time. Now then, I know he likes his ass played with and everything (alot of guys do)but as we were talking today he tells me that if I want I can use one of my toys up his ass. That kinda threw me for a bit so I told him I would think about it and he said ok. That brings me here in search of my answer to the question I had...which was..can a straight guy really be straight if he likes anal sex on himself? I found the answer I think in the Anal Avenue section reading about all the happily married guys who enjoy it. I guess it is just a little wierd for me having never done anything like this before and toys really still being new for me to begin with. Sorry if it seems I am writing a book here but this is not something I can just go over to my best friend to talk about...neither are experts on this subject and I don't want to offend him by asking him that question either...I really like him, I don't want to hurt his feelings and ruin something potentially great between us. Thanks ShyBear