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I bought my self the BLUE CORK SCREW I think that is what it's called. I thought I could practice anal on my own so that when I'm ready to try with him I'll be more prepared. So one day while I was home alone I went and got it and tried anal. I am pretty much still a virgin there nothing more than a finger so I know it hurts for bigger. Anyway it wasn't easy like I said still like a virgin so very very tight and it kept bending on me. So I tried different ways and finally got it started. But the pain started also. I lubed it and me up again and gave it another shot. There was pain not as much, than as I went a little more it was gone. No more pain I pulled it out again little more lube it and me and inserted pain free OHHH I was a happy girl, so I have the little bullet used it at the same time. I was enjoying it thats for sure. BUT I wished I had my vib to because I was really needing that extra feeling. So next time oh yeah there will be a next time I'm not forgetting the vib. So anybody out there who tries anal or worries about the pain I think you should try on your own. and when it starts to hurt pull out than try again. When I had the little stretching feeling I slowly kept going and it was like once I past that one spot the pain was totally gone. Not on that first try though. And I have to say LUBE. Now I have a question would it be really bad if I never let him know I have my blue friend and bullet? I bought a anal plug for him to use on me I'm going to give it to him on his Birthday and we have a vib so can I keep my secret toys my secret????? Or will that be bad?

I am with all of you on that

Hey thanks Howard and your right it is very insulting to me. He thinks and pretty much says that I'm beautiful all the time. And everybody wants to sleep with me men and women. My point to him is it doesn't matter what they want or if he trust them it is all about me. What I decide TRUST ME. And I have had moments were I thought fuck it I should sleep with somebody. But I don't think wasting 17 years and messing up my 14 year olds life would be worth it. He has gotten a little better. Only because I fight back now. No more tears for me when we fight and I know how to yell also LOL it pisses him off OHHH well right. I'm also when of those that likes people to smile. I don't deal with the depressed well it eats at me makes me sad. I am a shy person but not at the same time if that makes any sense at all. I work at a grocery store and can talk to everybody with a big smile I like to smile it's me HAPPY. One of the reasons he has a hard time dealing is because for 13 years of are relationship I didn't care about going out well I did but didn't stress it. I'm a good mom and my daughter comes first but I decided it was time to be me again a people person thats me she was about 11 than and mommy wanted to be more than just mommy. So he is having to learn to deal with me as a people person when for the first 12 years I was ok with kind of doing nothing more or less I now can say being put in a box. OPPS got to go be back when I can

My husband would shit if he knew I found this place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Part of him would of course be excited (I got some new toys) so he would enjoy that. BUT he hates the computer and the internet big time. We know people who have split up do to chat rooms. I have never ben in any chat rooms but I'm sure he doesn't believe me. Ok well this is a first for me he also pretty much thinks I'm going to cheat on him. KNOW I have not. He is one of those that thinks I will find someone else. No I'm not looking. I'm kind of a flirt but thats it. So I have to sneek to come here and read stuff but I'm very glad I ave found this site it has already helped me alittle. So I'll keep sneeking!!!!!!!!!!

I know my husband loves my ass. He tells me during sex I no its a hint. He has not done me up tha ass YET! I'm a little scared I tried twice over the years. First when I was 16 it hurt like hell I don't think my boyfriend or I knew anything. My husband and I have been together for 17 years. so probally 3 years ago he wanted to try it it hurt like hell lol. But we learned a long time ago I love it when he puts his finger up my ass. He also knows if he eats me puts 2 fingers in me than adds the finger to my ass I'm DONE I come to pieces. There are times he knows what I want better than I do well most the time. So he will start rimming me and god damn if I don't want it. I'm trying to work myself up to asking him to do me. We have a 14 year old so it's hard to have sex (she stays up late he goes to bed early) anyway I WANT the DP thats always been in my mind bad. So thats what I hope i finally get the nerve to ask for. I hope this helps maybe she feels the same way? I'll also tell you when we watch porn when the chicks takes it in the ass it makes me think OOOOOOHHHH SHIT I soooooooo want that. I think I'm going to buy a butt plug for 3 reasons 1) for me to enjoy haha 2) I think it will help doing it more will make it easier for that big jump 3) working the muscles

Ok this is funny but it works. I had a file cabnit that I didn't need so I moved it to are room for an end table by his chair(he watchs football in our room) that way he could have a spot for his sodas and ashtray. Anyway yeah it locks and has big drawer that I hope soon will have more items in it. Any who it works great we have a 14 year old daughter who has snooped and told me (with her friend) I wanted to die. So it works cause she knows it was extra furniture we always have extra crab in our house. She was home the day I put it in our room and showed her my cool table idea for daddy add a towel on top and she thinks i just didn't have any were else to put it. And if she wonders why it's locked she's smart enough to not ask cause then I'll know she was in my room again.

I know I'm new here but wow. They are right you need to decide single or married. Sooner or later its going to come back and bite you in the ass. And if you decice you and they other guy are going to try to be together remember you now have cheated on your husband after awhile I'm sure the other guy will start wondering if your cheating on him. I've been with my guy for 17 years now. No cheating or anything. I no are sex life sucks right now and I don't know what I'm going to do because I totally check out other guys and think I want to do them BUT I stop and think do I want to throw away 17 years of my life for what good sex? Are sex is boring BUT it's my fault to. I know I have to comeout of my shell and say what I want and how I want it. And I know I'll get but until I get over my own timid shy crab I have to deal. So what I'm saying is maybe you need to talk to your husband about what you want in bed.

Oh God yes big time I have always always had a thing for vampires. When I was little they were cool now well I don't think they are bad at least not in that way. They could bite me anytime.

hello eveyone I'm glad I found this site