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Thinking time to close a chapter and start a new one. The old one just isn't seeming to be worth it anymore.

Looking forward to trying something really out of the box for me. I am positive it will be a lot of fun for both of us.

Very true TPBM plans to enjoy the nice weather

Welcome to the forum and as the others have said ask away. There is a wealth of information around.

Rant: Tired of people in my life that don't deserve to be there. If you think I am gonna be your doormat think again. It isn't always on your terms. It is a two way street. Rave: Proud of my daughter for making it through her state testing. She panics and has a lot of trouble with timed tests.

False TPBM is thinking about cutting a few people out of their life.

Things have been a little crazy. I hope they calm down soon.

Well I was this morning until the other half stopped over before he went to work. TPBM had a very orgasmic morning

Wow some people just have no class.

absolutely TPBM Their drive is in overdrive the last few days

Oh so true. I am hoping we can plan something soon as schedules have been a little off TPBM enjoys embracing the person they are today versus in the past

It went well LL There is talk that in an upcoming week they will be doing a round 2 of sex talk. I haven't laughed so hard in a long time. It was so easy to do because again it isn't face to face so I think that is why I didn't have too much trouble with it. Plus it was fun to talk about a company that I have grown to love. They were asking me about products and I was explaining about being a reviewer as well. They 2 great guys that host the show. Again thank you Rob for giving me a gift certificate to give to them. They gave it away near the end of the show which was great.

Thanks if you can't listen tonight they will have a podcast out by the weekend as well. Should be a lot of fun. I am excited about it.

I can't believe I am doing this as a few years ago I never would have. A friend has his own late night radio show in the area and tonight his topic is all about sex. One of the main things is how a lot of relationships have mismatched libido. In talking to him about it he asked if I would call into the show and talk to them about it. A few years ago I would have been like hell no not gonna happen. I thought while on there I am gonna put about how TT helped a lot and drop the website in there. Can't hurt and I know they won't mind. I am so glad where my life is now compared to the past. If interested in the show it goes from 10pm-12am eastern time tonight. You can listen online at http://www.duxpond.com/wnjc/listen.html Also here is their Facebook page if you want to comment at all https://www.facebook.com/groups/197744183652346/ They are always a blast.

Actually in thinking I wouldn't really say I have. At least not during actual sex. Occasionally walk past and might smack his ass or something like that. Never really thought about that.

I already have. I have one great friend that she and I can tell each other anything which is really nice and we know that we are not being judged in any way. TPBM is wondering what tomorrow will hold. Hoping for a fun beginning.

I enjoy the occasional spank as well. It is just kind of that reminder that he is in charge. It isn't hard enough to mark or hurt me in any way.

I agree with Wendy that you need to look deep within yourself and you will know the answer. You have to do what is right for you as well as your daughter. You are a very strong woman. Yes I was scared wondering if I would survive. In the last year or so since mine was finalized I realized how truly strong I was. I depend on just one person in my life and that is myself. I have noticed that my daughter is also better off. Even though we did not fight in front of her I realized she still sensed the tension between her father and I.

at this moment not so much TPBM is looking forward to wonderful above average weather for the next few days.

Thankful for such caring people in my life. Things have been rocky health wise in the last couple of weeks, but I am so fortunate to have great people in my corner.

My spouse did cheat but when confronted it denied it for several weeks. Thing is there were other issues in the marriage along with this. So this was kind of the breaking point for me as I had had enough. There are instances where it can be forgiven and I have a best friend that has gone through that and forgave their spouse. I think that each situation is different.

I went through a lot of things. My exhusband did not want to work. In the 13 years we were married he had over 20 jobs in which only 2 were layoffs the rest were from getting fired. His priorities were him and his video games...nothing else. Back about 7 years ago he injured me during sex. He was very into bondage and I thought I would try it for him. Well during my tears and pleas to stop he kept going. I ended up with a torn rotator cuff as well as the capsule that houses it. I lied to my family and told them I hurt it playing softball. Up until about 4 years ago except for my ex and my best friend no one else knew what truly happened. Then in 2007 my daughter and I went away for a week to visit my parents as they live 5 hours away. During that time it was the cats away the mouse will play. I come home and I am on the computer and I see pictures I had never seen before. Which normally would be no big deal that he downloaded something but the serial numbers on the pictures matched the sequence from my digital camera. These were bondage pics taken of a woman fully clothed and not so clothed in her bedroom. When confronted he denied i and told me I didn't know what I was talking about that he downloaded them from the net. After 3 weeks he finally admitted it. To me that is cheating. You are in another woman's bedroom taking pics like that. He said that is why he didn't want to tell me as he felt I took it all out of proportion. From that point on I realized enough was enough. We separated. At that time I was so angry and hurt. I put an ad on Craigslist but never had intentions of going through with it. I think it was more for my own self worth if that makes sense. In the ad I stated clearly I was not into one night stands and would not be meeting in person right away. Of course those types still answered but I did get one really sweet man that was what I was looking for. He and I chatted for a month online and phone before meeting. He helped me through a lot of things including the bondage issue. We are still together over 4 years later. As I said my ex husband and I separated in 2007. We did live in the same household until the divorce was final for financial reasons as well as my daughter. I did all of the divorce filings myself and did not use an attorney. Costed me $35 total to get rid of his ass which became final on February 16, 2011. One of the best days of my life. He moved out finally and I really started to move on with my life. It was rough as for quite a few y ears before the separation I knew the marriage wasn't working out but was trying to survive it for the sake of my daughter but realized I wasn't doing her any justice. Once the time got close I and a family member sat down and talked to her. She had a rough couple of months but is dealing with it like a champ and I am very proud of her for that. If you need to talk at all let me know. I know it is not an easy decision to do but you need to do what is best for you and your child. After it was final I realized how much better I felt and friends/family commented on how much better emotionally I seemed. I didn't realized what a negative impact it all had on my life.

True trying to figure out what is going on with some aspects of my life TPBM tried some new toys recently

Always but got some last night. TPBM has been oh so horny all day

True and told my SO about it the other day TPBM needs to make a change