whitefang2002

deleated.

I have to add one more thing em. you didn't push him to dump you by smoking. He is just using that as an excuse. Don't let that get you down.

HAHA......thats funny

I am not sure I can get to ten but I'll try......... 10 things I love about me: 1. I like to help people 2. this is sad.....i'll have to get back to this post.....whenever i think of something good to put, the sentence is finished with a negative. I must have some problems...... I'll have to work on this.

deleated.

No I couldn't do it. Even though I trust my SO......I am EXTREMELY jealous and so is he. So even knowing she is alone with him would piss me off. We ran into her once and I was like hi ok bye. lol. And was pulling him away I believe.......

welcome back and looking forward to hearing some of the stories. Fill us in when you got your routine figured out and are rested!

I just wanted to say that I read your post. It does sound like he is a little bit of a jerk...I don't have much advise to give you. If you reallly want to stop smoking then yeah I would suggest the patch too...or cold turkey if you can do that. He just sounded like perhaps a player and somewhat clingy at the same time. And I SOOOO know what you mean about not have friends around you to talk to. Glad you posted it. Its nice to get that stuff out of your head. I'm here for you if you want to PM me. Hope you are doing ok. And by the sounds of the post.....there's nothing wrong with you...its all him so I wouldn't worry about that.

Thanks for the review. Cuz now I know I won't like it.......I like hard things. haha.

Wow this is a good post...now where to start.... I don't like my body. I have stretch marks from having baby, love handles that wont go away, just a different body then what I had before I had my daughter. I need to accept it and just move on. I hate going out even in short cuz I think I have too much inner thigh fat. I worry too much about what people think. I need to do things how I myself really want to do them and stop worrying so much what they think...not sure how to do this though. "I am way too emotional, things bother me deeply and I get hurt a lot. I need to just let things go and again stop worrying about others."...had to borrow this one....it just yelled my name. And when I get too emotional I do stupid things cuz growing up I wasn't allowed to show emotion..... "I'm a home body. I need to have friends who want to go out and do things cause I HATE doing things alone."...and had to borrow this answer too cuz this is so me. I also need to find some friends in my area. Sometimes I don't like my life. Hate myself for having fibromyalgia and all other things I have....arthritis in my back and scoliosis...I just have to learn to live with them and move on. Have to be here to raise my daughter. (part of my counseling) I am not going to write much more for now. I am in counceling to "put my past in the past" and get over it. There are so many things that I have been through in life and my councelor even asked me how I managed to turn into the person I am today. I smile all the time...but that smile is hiding so many scars that no one would ever guess.

im sick. daughter is taking a nap.......(that hardly ever happens)....and so here i sit on TT. lol.

deleated.

problems sleeping again.........

true. SO is gone..daughter gone..and i'm cleaning house today......how boring. TPBM is listening to music.

love

for shaving to prevent the ingrown hairs i exfoliate with body scrub stuff just on my hands. not too hard though.....do that every time i shower

wet dreams

yeah i never followed that rule moontide. i can't get a good enough shave that way. I am sure everyone is going to tell me thats wrong........gee now i wonder how many shave with or against the hair........anyone up to making a shaving poll? haha. but just remember...........never keep shaving over the same area over and over if you still feel stuble. only go over them once to twice to keep down the irritation. might take some practice and time to be able to get a nice clean shave but better then a itchy bumpy crotch. lol. if i have to go over a spot more then once i reapply coochy to that spot. and i always use a new blade and......be sure to rinse the blade after every stroke. ok, i think i'm done here. lol.

HAHA. you aren't a freak cuz that would mean i am too. lol. I think its hot to taste myself on him and know where he just was and what he was doing. and i always kiss him after a bj. have to swallow first but thats it. sometime i kiss him in the middle to while i'm using my hand on him. he doesnt care. and he doesn't wipe his face after getting done with me and he has a um...what to call it.....gotee? on his chin which he calls his flavor saver. lol. but that is always wet when he kisses me. and sometimes i taste myself before we even get to the bed to see if it tastes ok down there since i know food can change it. always worried it might taste bad......so i just taste it. nothing wrong with that. he won't taste his cum though. haha.

anal sex

true, but hurt to damn much today that i don't think i'm going to get much done TPBM is getting sick.

God i hurt today. what the hell did i do yesterday to end up like this?!

i love animals......but not when they are a nuisance. sorry.

I folllow all these above. lol. You know me so well! lol.

I was on the pill for awhile and yeah it killed mine.......and I ended up with a period for 4 months.....so I had to stop taking it and then the next one I was on.......I got prego. with and had a miscarriage. So I'm not taking any more....me and my partener say that what ever happens happnes and we will deal with it if something does happen. (ie. get prego. again) So just using condoms.