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Not at all oily in feel - really has a silky and soft feel to it. Hasn't left any type of mark or stain on the sheets. If you at all enjoy giving/receiving massages I really would recommend giving this a try.

My SO and I love giving and receiving massages so we are always on the lookout for new massage oils to try. We’ve used everything from olive oil to high end spa oils. Based on its price I had anticipated that this would be a typical massage oil. Boy was I wrong – this is one of the BEST MASSAGE OILS we’ve ever used. The aroma is very subtle and very pleasant. A small amount goes along way, lasts a long time and is silky smooth to the touch – both for the giver and the receiver of the massage. As an added extra it leaves your skin feeling oh so nice which adds to the fun of foreplay and sex. I’ve also used it in my bath – just a few drops and you’re surrounded by a soothing, relaxing aroma. I suspect that it will take me quite a long time to finish using up my other massage oils as this has become my new favorite. http://shop.tootimid.com/inttimo-aromather...d-bath-oil.aspx

Don't often post or pass on things I receive via e-mail, but this story ........... well read it and you'll see .... A Dog's Purpose (from a 6-year-old). Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife Lisa, and their little boy Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker's Death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives. Shane, who had bee n listening quietly, piped up, 'I know why.' Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I'd never heard a more comforting explanation. He said, 'People are born so that they can learn how to live a good Life -- like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?' The Six-year-old continued, 'Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long.' Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Remember, if a dog was the teacher you would learn things like: When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joy-ride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure Ecstasy. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not. If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it. When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by, and nuzzle them gently ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY!

Yes I do experience the same thing - not all that infrequently actually. This happens whether I'm masturbation myself or if it's my SO. What I've figured out is to back off - let the feeling subside or even stop all together and then go at it again. The time frame doesn't have to be long - as little as 3-4 minutes can do it. Almost always the feeling increases to an even greater level and I do hit that spot of "explosion" Interestingly enough whether or not I hit that peak level I always have a significant increase in vaginal secretions and almost always squirt (doesn't seem to matter if it clitoral and/or G-spot stimulation). Take a look at Mikayla's article on orgasms - serial vs sequential - very informative.

I would classify it as a moderately high oh my - not the strongest vibe I've got, but definately more the moderate. The knob on the end seems to really focus the vibes - there is a noticable difference between the intensity when rubbing/resting the sides of vibe against your clit and when the knob is resting/rubbing against your clit. Hope that helps. Like I said I was very surprised and how good this little bullett worked.

Deep Suction G-spotter As I opened the package I thought “What’s not to like about this not so little baby”. A very nice size (length = 5 inches, diameter = 1.75 inches by my measurements) with a shape that promises to hit your G spot, a suction ring that creates the sensation of oral sex, multi speed vibrations and a bath toy to boot. So not wanting to waste a single minute I grabbed a couple of AA batteries, twisted off the bottom and dropped the batteries in without any difficulty at all and headed off to my bathtub. Unfortunately the Deep Suction G-spotter didn’t totally live up to its potential (in or out of the water). Since I enjoy a sense of fullness in my vagina it more than met my needs in that way. Its shape definitely made an impression on my G-spot and the range of vibrations provided a very nice amount enjoyment. Unfortunately the suction ring didn’t provide much clitoral stimulation at all and it certainly didn’t mimic oral sex (at least not the type of oral I’m use to receiving). Not one to give up easily I not only used this vaginally, but I also used the broad tip on my labia and clit which provided more excitement and enjoyment, but once again not enough to get me all the way to the big O. I did use this in combination with a small bullet on my clit and thoroughly enjoyed the full feeling in my vagina as I finally hit the jackpot. So if you’re looking for a vibrator that can provide a nice sense of vaginal fullness along with a nice range of vibrations, this will be a very nice addition to your toy box. As a substitute for oral sex – well let’s just say there is no substitute for the real thing. http://shop.tootimid.com/g-spotter.aspx

Doc Johnson Bullettes Well once again the saying “good things come in small packages” is proven to be true. I must admit that when I first took this bullette out of the package I was not all that impressed as I typically like a vibrator with a bit more size to it. What I did find interesting was its shape – not just a simple smooth bullette, but one with ridges and a little knob on the end…..and oh what that little knob can do. A nice little extra is that it includes the single AA battery so there’s no need to hunt one down or wait until you can run to the store to get more batteries. Battery insertion is simple after a quick twist to open the base. The texture is the “soft satin” finish so it feels nice on your skin. After rinsing it off and adding some lube I got down to giving it a try. The ridges added a really nice sensation not only to my labia as I rubbed it up and down, but also more sensation then I was expecting as I slid it in and out of my vagina. A very pleasant surprise I must admit. I enjoyed taking my time as I slowly increased the intensity of the vibrations – from gentle to oh my, oh my. And as for the nice little knob on the end – well let’s just say it provided an amazing focus point for the vibrations whether I was moving it around or holding directly on my clit. I love being surprised and this little bullet sure surprised me more then once!! And to top it off it's small enough that you can slip it into your purse or pocket and take it with you anywhere and everywhere - after all it's always good to be prepared for whenever the urge hits you. http://shop.tootimid.com/bullette.aspx

Nice - do we get to hear about the rest of the conference?

Having a Mirena IUC (or an IUC for that matter) will not prevent the use of Ben Wa Balls, bullets, vibrators, dildos or any other toy you may want to enjoy. So go forth and have fun!!!

A quick (or not so quick) summary of some birth control options Birth control pills - multiple types/dosages, all can affect your sex drive as well as affect weight gain, acne, etc. If one doesn't work for you ask your doctor about other types/brands as there are many. Nuvaring - hormone also, just like BCP, just another "delivery route", because the hormones are not absorbed through your digestive tract there is a decrease in the number of women who experience nausea. Weight gain issue = birth control pills OrthoEvra patch - hormone method, just like BCP, just another "delivery route". Again lower chance of nausea since the hormones are not adsorbed through the digestive tract. Weight gain issue = birth control pills. Some reports of increased risk of liver dysfunction - please discuss this with your doctor - getting base line liver function tests and then repeating 6-12 months later would be a reasonable thing to request. DepoProvera injection - hormone method, one injection is good for 11-13 weeks. 10-15% of women become amenorrhic (no menses), 10% continue to have their normal menses and the rest 75-80% will have irregular bleeding. The bleeding can be daily to 1-2 times per year. There is no way to predict how any one woman will respond. While the studies show that weight gain is not an issue, in practice about 10% of my patients experience a 10-15 lb weight gain during the first year. Because it is a long acting hormone method it can take up to 12 months for your periods to return to normal after your last injection. Therefore it is not the best option for someone who is planning on using birth control for only a year or so before trying to become pregnant. The longer you are on DepoProvera the more likely you will stop having bleeding all together. IUC (or IUD) - two types are available - Mirena or Paraguard. Unfortunately IUC's got a very bad reputation in the USA during the 1970's because of a couple of very poorly designed IUC's that are no longer on the market. A very underutilized form of birth control in the US. IUC's are typically placed when you are on your menses. The string is stiff at first, but will soften within 3-7 days. There should not be any pain during intercourse with an IUC in place - if there is you need to see your doctor to determine why. IUC's can be used in both women who have had kids and those who haven't. They typically are not placed if you have more then one partner due to the increased risk of STD exposure. The presence of an IUD does not increase your risk of sterility (inability to become pregnant) - the exposure to certain STD's (chalmydia/GC) does. Mirena IUC - good for up to 5 years. Has a small amount of progesterone in the IUC that is slowly released - affects the tissue inside the uterus only - has no affect anywhere else (no systemic affects) therefore no nausea, weight gain, bloating, breast tenderness. For the first 1-3 months after placement most women experience irregular bleeding - which may include daily spotting to light bleeding. After 3 months most women (85-90%) have no bleeding or only occasional bleeding (2-4 times per year) the remainder have more frequent bleeding - some still have monthly bleeding. Cramping can occur with the bleeding, but it is very uncommon since the bleeding is typically very light when it occurs. Great for women who want both birth control and who want to minimize their bleeding. Paraguard IUC - good for up to 10 years. Has no hormone associated with it. Typically causes incresed menstrual flow in the first 3-6 months and then things settle back to normal. May cause an increase in cramping. For women who are done having kids there is also tubal ligation (tying one's tubes) or Essure. Tubal ligation has been around "forever". Typically involves going into the OR for a surgical procedure. Essure is a new twist on that option - it is done by placing plugs into the tubes. The procedure can be done in the office with just a mild amount of sedation. Would recommend you ask you doctor about it if you are considering a tubal ligation. Both of these procedures are considered permenant. Personally I've used birth control pills (multiple different ones) and the Mirena IUC. By and far the Mirena was the simplest. In it went and no more worry and less bleeding to boot. As a gynecologist I've never had anyone unhappy with the Mirena IUC. It's always best to discuss all options and to factor in your own lifesyle and personal needs when selecting your method of birth control. And as a reminder the only form of birth control that minimizes the risk of STD's is condoms.

If you need a little something to help you sleep the night before - try Tylenol PM (1 tab) - usually takes the edge off so it's easier to fall asleep. Don't worry about having to ask for Versed and Zofran - both are standard of care in this day and age since the goal of most hospitals/surgicenters is to get you awake and home in a relatively short time frame. Wearing a loose shift/dress is a perfect choice. As for being nervous and/or a bit anxious - that's completely normal - after all you are being put to sleep and loosing complete control for awhile - as I tell my patients (I'm a surgeon) - if you're not at least a little bit nervous then you're a little bit crazy. You'll be in our thoughts and prayers.

Love Teaser Jelly Vibe When I got my latest box from TT and pulled this out I must admit I thought “hmmm this looks a bit weird – not sure I’m going to like this much”. In addition it had a definite “rubber” smell to it when first opened which hasn’t completely gone away despite 3-4 washing – which are easy to do since its waterproof. So, despite my initial reaction I forged ahead and like a real trooper gave it a try. Battery insertion was fairly simple – the bottom screws off and there is a battery case that requires 2 AA batteries. This vibe does generate a fair amount of noise so it’s not a vibe to use with someone else in the house, unless of course you want them to know you’re enjoying a little bit of personal playtime. There is a simple on/off push button on the bottom which means there is only one vibration level. The first time I used it I wasn’t all that impressed – it seemed awkward to hold, the jelly consistency felt odd and while the vibrations were pleasant they didn’t do a whole lot for me. However not being one to pass judgment on a single use I gave it another try a few days later. This time I ran the vibrator up and down my labia which allowed my response to build more slowly and my clit and labia become somewhat engorged. With a slight adjustment in my grip I was able to get the flat surface of the head stimulating not only my clit, but everything around it. The nubbies provided additional stimulation and I moved on to have a very enjoyable O – not earth shattering, but very pleasant and enjoyable none the less. While this vibe won’t become my most favorite, it won’t be relegated to the bottom of the pile either. http://shop.tootimid.com/index.asp?PageAct...amp;ProdID=6166

Neon Luv Touch Slim Line Vibe Once again the old saying that good things come in small packages is proven to be true ……. First off battery insertion is a breeze – just twist off the bottom and drop in 2 AAA batteries (don’t remove the paper liner – it keeps the batteries from rattling) and you’re ready to feel the Luv - in or out of the shower or bathtub. The Luv Touch has a nice range of vibrations, from gentle to Ooh LaLa. With its slender size and soft touch finish it feels wonderful in any number of places - breast and nipples, neck and scalp, toes and soles as well as labia, vagina , clit and A-hole – oh so many choices. The vibrations are present throughout its full length although they are strongest at the tip. Slowly circling it around my nipples causes shivers throughout my body. By resting it between my labia and rocking it back and forth, between my clit and my A-hole, there’s a nice slow build up that gets my juices flowing. Focusing the tip on my clit – well let’s just say I’ve found a new way for a quickie. I do Luv the way this vibe touches me and I’m sure you will too!! http://shop.tootimid.com/index.asp?PageAct...amp;ProdID=6171

The Firebird Tickler is VERY bendable - great that you can angle it to hit your G-spot. I found the clit stimulator/vibe more enjoyable then my other rabbit. Another option you might want to consider is the High Tech Bullet Collection - you can use the G-spot vibe for penetration and the bullet for your clit. The fact that there are multiple speeds and vibration patterns is another added extra. http://shop.tootimid.com/index.asp?PageAct...amp;ProdID=5231

Oh so true TPBM enjoys sex outdoors

CHAPTER 3 "What are you up to, Anne" Josh calls to me. "I'm just reading some journal articles." I reply, wondering if once again he's going to call me into the office for a little bit of nipple play. Almost every hour on the hour he enjoys teasing me by playing with and sucking on my nipples for 5 to 10 minutes. Nothing else just that, but it's managed to keep me in a state of anticipation and partial arousal all morning. "Anything you need?" I ask "No I don't need anything, but there is something I want" he replies, "so please come here." As I walk into the office I feel my nipples becoming erect. He turns his chair towards me and motions for me to come stand in front of him between his legs. He rubs his hands over my see through wrap. Easy access he commented to me this morning when he told me to wear it. His hand feels different on my nipples, the texture of the material adding to the sensations. As he continues to rub my nipples, his other hand runs up and down the inside of my thighs. Gently, he slides his fingers into my vagina, tickling and teasing before he moves to my clit. He stops as he turns me around and pushes me forward on to his desk. My mind instantly returns to last night and the dining room table as I spread my legs. Chuckling he says, "Ready for more are you? So glad I didn't have to ask." As he starts to play I hear a little hum and realize he's got a vibrator in his hand. "Time for the toys is it?" I comment as he slides the vibrator up and down my labia and I feel them start to swell. "Oh yes time for the toys, lots of time and lots of toys", he teasingly says. He moves the vibrator up and down, over my labia and down the inside of my thighs and back up again and on to my butt. Slowly he slides the vibrator over my A-hole and holds it there as he increases the vibrations send little shock waves up my ass and vagina. Something new and erotic. And then his fingers are in my vagina, tickling, rubbing, massaging as the vibrations continue. "Oh this is so good" I mumble. "Liking this are you? That's good because there's lots more to come, just not at this moment", as he suddenly stops. "Now be a good girl, go up stairs, get undressed, lie down on the bed and I'll finish what I started" he says as he pulls me up and turns me to face him. "Why not continue right here?" I ask. "Oh no, for what I have in mind, upstairs on the bed will be much, much better. Unless of course you'd rather head back out to the garage", he asks with a slight grin on his face. So with nipples erect, vulva and vagina throbbing he gently pushes me towards the stairs while I wonder just what he has in mind. All the toys are laid out on the dresser. "Ease of access since I'm not sure which I'll want to use when" he states as we walk into the room. "Or maybe I'll use all of them, since we've got all afternoon and night and you're mine to play with any way I want." Then I see that he's got the restraints in place and ready to be used. Smiling he pulls out a blindfold, on it goes and before I know it I'm spread eagle on the bed unable to move more than a couple of inches, totally at his mercy. My heart’s racing with anticipation, excitement and a touch of anxiety. And then ....... nothing, absolutely nothing. Complete silence. I call his name and get no response. Is he still in the room? Is he watching me? Is he just going to leave me lying here? My anticipation increases. Has it been 1 minute, 5 minutes, more? What is going on? My breathing quickens, my skin is tingling and all I can do is wait. And wait. And wait. And then I feel something, barely, on my leg. Is there something touching me or is it my imagination? Now it’s gone, now it’s back, now it's gone again. Nothing but more silence. Every nerve is quivering. I call his name again. More silence. There's that feeling again, something, but barely there as it moves up and down my stomach, around my breasts, up to my neck and now back down my stomach and on to my legs, my thighs and across my labia. More and more I can feel it. Shivers are going up and down my body as I let out a little moan. I think he's trying to drive me crazy. I want more. I want him on me, in me, playing with every part of me. "Oh god", I yell as he places the vibrator on my clit and I come almost instantly. And still the other feeling goes on. He starts moving the vibrator round and round and I cum again and again. I can hardly breathe. "I can't" I whisper and for the first time in what seems like forever he replies "Oh yes you can Anne because we're just getting started. There's so much more I'm going to do." as he slides the vibrator in to my vagina. Slowly I start breathing again. Lying down next to me he whispers in my ear. "When I said hours, I mean hours. I'm going to tease, tantalize, stroke, massage and play with every part of your body. You're going to cum again and again and again because I love making you cum and I know you love it too. I may stop now and again to let you rest, but then again I may not. I may be gentle" as he softly starts licking my nipple "or I may not" as he then sucks them so hard it takes my breath away. "I'm going to fuck you with the toys, with my fingers and with my penis and all the time you will keep cumming and cumming and cumming. I've even got a few new toys to try out, new ways to play. At some point I'll finally decide it's time to stop, but that's going to be hours from now, hours." I start to struggle as both the anticipation and fear grips me. But I'm tied down, totally at his mercy. "Just relax and enjoy it Anne. You know you want this and you know I won't hurt you." Josh says reading my mind. And then he moves away and all is quiet again. I'm straining to hear something, anything. I try to concentrate on breathing slowly, working to relax every part of me, despite the anticipation that's doing just the opposite. "Josh, please say something, please do something, anything." I quietly ask. And still nothing, no response, no noise nothing. Once again my breathing quickens in anticipation and uncertainty. Then I feel it, something slowly sliding into my vagina followed by a slight pressure on my clit. As the vibrations and motions continue I realize its "Rodger Rabbit". The motion and vibrations increase ever so slightly and I can feel my clit engorging, my vulva and vagina swelling. "Oh god it feels so good" I moan. "Good" Josh chuckles, "and this?" he asks as he increases the vibrations. All I can do is moan and sigh. "Your nipples are starting to get more erect so obviously you're enjoying yourself. I’m going to leave "Rodger" right where he is, keeping you aroused just short of cumming, while I head down stairs to do a couple of things." I can't believe I'm lying here totally restrained, in a constant state of arousal, getting wetter and wetter, feeling completely in his control and at his mercy and loving every minute of it. Never in my wildest fantasies did I ever imagine this. He's back; I can feel his presence in the room. Without a word he starts sucking my nipples, first one and then the other, gently at first and now harder. "Rodger's" vibrations get stronger and now he's moving 'Rodger" in and out of my vagina, slowly at first, then faster and deeper. I'm lost in the sensations, his tongue on my nipples and breast, "Rodger" plunging in and out. "Oh my god, it's coming in waves" I call out and then I'm screaming as he plunges Rodger deeper and deeper, harder and harder. On and on it goes, as I struggle against the restraints. A spasm convulses me head to toe and Rodger is forced out with a gush of fluid. Laughter bubbles up as I go limp. I slowly become aware of Neal lying next to me, once again stroking my body with his hands. I can feel him grinning as he nuzzles my neck and whispers "Your whole body was vibrating as you spasmed. I thought for a moment that the restraints might not hold you. I'd guess that was a combination G-spot and clit orgasm. This is so much fun, we should have done this month’s ago, don't you agree?" And I silently nod my head yes. "This has to be the end" I think to myself, "what more could he possibly want to do?” But then I remember his comment about new toys and new ways to play so I know there is more to come. Should I try to fight back? Ask him to stop? Tell him no more? No be honest with yourself Ann as I continue talking to myself, "You want it to continue and keep going until he's ready to stop. You want more." And my breathing quickens again as Josh starts gently stroking my vulva once more. "Ready to change your position just a bit?" he asks as I feel the restraints on my legs being released. "I've got some new restraints that will keep you in a frog leg position. Which means everything is opened up for better viewing and playing pleasure." Within a couple of minutes the new restraints are in place and I find myself thinking "on to Round 2". Once again I hear the hum of a vibrator. "Which one this time?" I ask. "Oh the clear little bullet” he says, “Since I know how much you enjoy it. I've got a little something special planned and want to make sure I get you nice and excited, without letting you quite cum before my surprise." With that he's rubbing the bullet up and down my vulva, back and forth across my clit. The pulsating starts and the wonderful rising wave of ecstasy follows. I feel my vulva swelling again. And now his fingers are playing with my clit as he continues to move the bullet up and down, all the way down by my rectum. Oh it feels good. It’s the same wonderful sensation that started this whole thing down stairs when I was lying across his desk. The bullet is back at my clit and now there's pressure at my rectum. "What's he doing?" I wonder as I feel more pressure and then feel something being pushed into my rectum. A new feeling. A good feeling. "Oh yeah" I moan, "I like that” Then his fingers push into my vagina. It's a wonderful full feeling and I can feel his fingers even better. "Oh, Oh, Oh" I moan. "Liking your first taste of back door play are you?" he asks. "Well, I guess that means we'll have to do more, but first I'm going to make you cum again" as he rubs the bullet around and around on my clit and tickles my vagina with his fingers. Now he's teasing and tantalizing, taking me to the edge only to back away. Up and down he takes me, the extra fullness and heightened sensitivity in my vagina, adding to it all. Now he's rotating whatever's in my butt causing more new sensations. Once again he has me moaning in pleasure and holding my breath. Faster he's rubbing, then slower. Over and over and over. I feel as if I'm going higher and higher. I can hardly breathe. Suddenly, I feel as if I'm exploding into a hundred pieces and slowly falling back down again. "How does he keep doing this to me?" I wonder. I'm panting as he kneels over me and he slides his penis into my mouth. "Suck Anne, keep sucking no matter what I'm doing." Greedily I start sucking. It tastes so good. In and out he moves as I suck and tickle his penis with my tongue. Why have we never done it like this before I wonder? I feel him getting bigger and thrusting deeper. And then he's sucking and licking my clit sending spasms through me once again. His tongue is flitting in and out of my vagina and back to my clit. I feel as if I'm vibrating. "Keep sucking" I barely hear him say. I want to scream, but I can't. His penis fills my mouth. And I keep on sucking as I feel myself squirting and cumming again. I start to suck harder. I want to him to come, I want to taste him, to taste his cum, but I feel him pulling away as he tells me "No, not yet Anne, later." And he starts playing with my clit again and his fingers are in me again - stroking, tickling, plunging. I feel it building again as my vagina starts clutching at his fingers. On and on it seems to go until once again a spasm hits me and I feel as if I'm falling into nothingness. Oh god how good it feels. My mind is saying “stop, stop” and more, more” all at the same time. Whatever was in my butt he’s pulling it out and it feels so good. “More, more” is winning out. And more he gives me. He’s sliding something else into my butt. It feels small at first, but seems to be getting bigger. “What?” I ask. “Anal beads” is all he says. In he keeps pushing them and once again a full feeling, even more than before. And now a vibrator in my vagina - it feels so different. The vibrations are spreading out further. In and out he moves the vibrator as his fingers start playing with my clit. Once again I’m holding my breath as I start to shake. Once again I’m cumming over and over and over. And then I’m aware of yet another new feeling as I realize his pulling the anal beads out and my orgasms just keep on coming, wave after wave. “No more I can’t” I scream. “Oh yes you can” Josh replies, as an even stronger one hits and I gush and spasm all at once. The vibrations stop, his fingers stop and the anal beads are out. I’m a limp mass unable to think, speak or move. As I open my eyes I realize the blindfold is gone, the restraints are off and I’m cuddled up under our soft blanket. Josh is walking back into the bedroom with extra pillows in hand. “Must have drifted off” I commented. “Not surprising” he says with a grin. “Figured a short nap would do you good, after all I’m not done with you yet.” “Not done with me yet? I’d guess it’s already been a few hours since you first tied me to the bed” “Three and a half hours to be exact, but the night’s still young. Sit up please – I’ve got some water for you and little something to eat.” he says as he hands me a plate with apple slices, cheese, crackers and a couple of chocolate dipped strawberries. “Go ahead and eat. I already munched on some stuff while you were taking your short nap.” As I slowly eat the mini feast I can’t help but wonder what next, what else? With the last swallow of the water he takes the plate and cup from me. “OK time to lie down on your stomach.” “Are the restraints going back on?” I ask. “No, at least not right now” he answers. “Are you going to give me a back rub?” I ask. “No, not really.” He replies. “Are you going to use toys?” I ask. “Yes” is all he says. “Are you going to give me any idea what you’re going to do next?” I ask. No reply at all this time, only a chuckle. Once again he is stroking my body, running his hands up and down my back, my legs, by butt, my neck. “Anne get up on your knees because I want your butt up in the air.”, as he slides some pillows under my belly. “Comfortable? Yes? Now spread your legs as much as you can. Oh this is going to be so much fun!” And once again his fingers are exploring, stroking and massaging my vulva, clit and butt, softly, gently with absolutely no sense of urgency. Slowly my excitement is growing. I can feel my vulva throbbing and swelling. I feel a vibrator slide into my vagina. Slowly he moves it in and out. It feels so good; I’d like to stay like this forever. Little by little I feel my response increasing. Now he’s rubbing my clit, ever so slowly it’s almost like torture, but an exquisite torture. My breathing speeds up and so does his movements. On and on he goes, on and on he drives me. Once again I’m cumming in wave after wave after wave. I feel as if it is never going to stop. I’m shaking from head to toe as I let out a scream and feel myself squirt once again. It takes a minute before I realize that he’s no longer stroking my clit and the vibrator is sitting still in my vagina. Just as I start to catch my breath he slowly starts stroking my clit once again. Slowly and ever so lightly. Up and down, round and round, back and forth keeping me on the edge once again. “Oh Josh I don’t think I ….” “Anne don’t think just feel, just feel. You’re fine. You’re body’s still responding because I can feel your clit swelling so just enjoy it. Relax and enjoy it.” As he slides the vibrator out of my vagina he’s pushing something into my butt. Not the beads this time, something bigger and smoother. In and out it’s sliding as he keeps playing with my clit. Oh I like this, different from being fucked in my vagina, but still so nice. Faster now he’s rubbing my clit. I’m so wet. Everything is throbbing. I’m trembling once again. A scream erupts from deep within as I cum yet again. And yet I find myself wanting more. Josh seems to sense this as he grabs another toy and into my vagina it goes – not only anal play, but double penetration. Oh the sense of fullness. My vagina greedily clamps down on the vibrator as he turns it on. “Fuck me more” I moan “I love how it feels” He’s moving the toys in and out together and then in opposite directions. Vibrations in my vagina, in my butt, on my clit. I feel a spasm go through me and still the vibrations continue. On and on he drives me until once again I feel as if I’m shattering into a thousand pieces and have no sense of time or place. As my breathing slows down I’m aware that there is no longer anything in my butt or my vagina. Josh is chuckling as he lays down beside me. “You came so hard that you pushed them both out at the same time. It looked so cool. I definitely think I’ll need to do that one again.” As I start to roll over Josh nudges me back onto my stomach and knees. “Not quite yet Anne. There’s still a few things I want to try.” “More?” I ask. “What more could you possibly want to try?”. “Ahh, that’s for me to know and you to find out. But I am going to let you catch your breath for a few minutes.” He replies with a mischievous little smile on his face. Every so gently, he once again starts stroking my labia and then my vagina. Two fingers are moving in and out every so slowly. I can feel every inch of movement. “Anne, I want you to concentrate on breathing very slowly and very deeply. You need to focus on staying completely relaxed. Can you do that for me?” he asks. All I can do is nod. In and out, in and out go his fingers. There’s more pressure now, more fullness. I turn my head towards him as I realize he’s now sitting up and moving back down to my butt. “What?” goes through my head, but I’m so focused on what he’s doing the word never gets uttered. Now more pressure going into my vagina, almost to the point of being painful, almost, but not quite. The feeling of fullness in my vagina is incredible. Never have I felt such fullness. I can feel my vagina stretching open as he slowly pulls his fingers out. Now in again his fingers go with more pressure, more stretching, more fullness. Finally I mutter “What are you doing? It feels like you have your whole hand in there.” “I do Anne. I’m fisting you. Do you like it? You sure seem to based on how you’re rocking your pelvis.” It is an amazingly different feeling. The pressure is so much more intense. I can feel him moving against my G-spot. Not really in and out, more back and forth. Now he’s rotating it some as he’s moving it back and forth. I can feel my vagina swelling and spasming against his fist. Deeper and harder he pushes, faster and faster he plunges. Oh god it feels so good. How does he keep finding new ways to excite me, to ravish me? All I know is that I’m loving every minute of it. Oh my god it’s building again. I’m right there on the edge again and then suddenly my butt’s jerking even higher in the air as he touches a vibrator to my clit and sends me soaring. Over and over I cum, my body shuttering with each new peak. A scream erupts once more as I collapse back down onto the bed and feel his fist pop out of my vagina. But still he doesn’t stop. He’s still stoking my clit with the vibrator as his finger starts moving in and out of my butt. I can’t even speak, can’t form any words in my head or my mouth. There isn’t anything but my clit, vagina and butt. It’s the center of the universe. He’s sliding something into my vagina once again as I feel the vibrations start deep inside. My back is arching and pushing my butt higher in the air. Now there’s more pressure on my butt again and I realize that Josh is butt fucking me, not with a toy, but with his dick. I can feel it throbbing as he moves in and out. He’s getting bigger and I’m aware of his moaning. I move my hand down to take over playing with my clit. I want Josh to focus on himself. “Harder” I say. “I don’t want to hurt you” he replies. “Don’t worry you aren’t – go for it – as hard, as fast, as deep as you want to.” I tell him. Faster and harder he plunges. I feel him tense and then explode inside me. With one last stroke on my clit I cum with a huge squirt and we both collapse on the bed. Slowly I become aware of his weight on me. How long have we been lying here? Seconds? Minutes? Hours? I have no idea as time has lost all meaning. All I know is that I love the feeling of his body pressed against mine and I’m saturated in his passion and desire for me.

Firebird Tickler Vibe Oh how I love to be tickled!! Even before I got this vibe out of its package I was thinking “This sure looks like it’s going to be fun” – the length and girth of the shaft is impressive. On opening the package there was a slight plastic smell that immediately disappeared after rinsing it off in water. It was great fun to bend the shaft every which way and I was surprised at how much bend was possible – almost a full 90 degrees – oh the possibilities! Inserting the batteries (3AA – not included) was easy although the cap needs to be aligned just right in order to get it screwed back on. I will admit that when I first turned it on I found the clitoral tickler vibration enjoyable, but didn’t think too much of the shaft vibrations. Well a slight adjustment in the angle of the shaft instantly changed that as I was able to zero in on my G-spot. Between the tickling of my clitoris, the fullness it provided in my vagina along with the ability to hit my G-spot ---- well let’s just say I was in heaven!! After a series of O’s I ran the shaft up and down on my clit and enjoyed yet another O. This is a great toy for those who are looking for both clitoral and G-spot stimulation, although the girth of the shaft may be a bit intimidating to those new to sex toy play. And now I’m off to enjoy another round of tickling http://shop.tootimid.com/index.asp?PageAct...amp;ProdID=5600

High-Tech Bullet Collection High-Tech isn’t something I’ve ever had much interest in, but this fun and shall I say very stimulating bullet set has caused me to reconsider. Luckily battery insertion (4 AAA batteries needed, not included) was simple and not the least bit high tech. Although it is plastic, it’s the satin feel finish which makes it pleasant to the touch. The two bullets included with my package were the mini-bullet and the G-spot bullet. They easily plug into the controller and are both water proof. Each bullet has its own switch and there are 10 settings for each which means 100 possible combinations - what fun!! Switching from one setting to another takes just the touch of a switch. After experimenting with many of the 100 possible combinations I got down to business and in no time at all was enjoying a wonderful series of orgasms. The only down side is that it does make a bit of noise and may be heard by others in the house. That said I’m looking forward to sharing this high-tech vibe with my SO as all those combinations could easily lead to a long and fun filled night.

G-Spot Stimulator Oh baby I just found my favorite vibe!! Not only did I get my first G-spot “O” using this little vibe, but the “O’s” I get when used on my clit ……let’s just say they are out of this world. The frequency and intensity are perfect – rapid and strong enough to get me going very, very quickly. The vibe has a soft texture and battery insertion couldn’t be easier. The vibe is clearly marked – open – off – on. Just twist it open, drop in a AA battery and you are good to go. I used it first on my clit and was surprised at how quickly I came. After having a couple of “O’s” I decided it was time to try and find my rather elusive G-spot. (I must admit that up till now I’ve had my doubts about whether or not G-spots actually existed). I was not all that impressed when I first slid the vibe into my vagina given its rather small diameter. Despite my initial impression I decided to be patient (after all Mikayla says it can take awhile to get a g-spot orgasm) and take my time. As I slowly moved the vibe up and down and then back and forth I began to feel the vibrations more and more. Little by little I felt myself becoming more excited. Finally I was able to narrow down the area where I was feeling the vibrations the most. As I got the urge to pee I thought to myself “Yeah I think I finally found it”. Within another minute or two the vibrations began to feel even more intense despite the fact that the vibe has only one speed. The feeling kept building and building until WHAM it hit like nothing ever before. I’ve continued to use the vibe often as has my SO – he loves the fact that he can get me to cum in no time at all and he loves teasing me by playing with my G-spot – now that we both know where it is. Another big plus – it is water proof so bath and shower time have become even more enjoyable and clean up is a snap. Needless to say for me this is a match made in heaven and I know my love affair with this sexy little vibe will continue for many years to come. http://shop.tootimid.com/index.asp?PageAct...amp;ProdID=5055

Weekend Plans - CHAPTER 2 There is a soft glow to the room from the early morning sunlight as I slowly rollover and open my eyes. Josh is still sleeping soundly, breathing deeply. We've slept late - not surprising after last night. My thoughts drift back and I feel my body starting to respond as I think of the touching, teasing, stroking playing and fucking - from the moment I stepped out of the car until we fell into bed and into a deep and satiated sleep. Sitting at the dinner table with him clothed and me naked was fun and kinky. As he reached over again and again to play with my breasts and nipples I felt as I was becoming more and more desirable. I was so ready for him to tease and tantalize me more. And then he abruptly says "Clear the table and clean up the kitchen I feel like playing on the computer. And oh don't leave the kitchen, just let me know when you're done and I'll tell you what to do next." I sat there surprised, pissed and thinking 'fuck you'. As I stood up he reached for my nipple and gave it a pinch and said, "Don't worry you won't be doing housework all night I've got other plans for you. Just don't try to leave the kitchen, I'll hear you." Not sure what to expect I took my time picking stuff up and before I had finished Josh walked in. He just stood there watching me and I could see he was planning, considering, deciding. As I bent over to put the last dish in the dishwasher he was suddenly behind me rubbing and stroking between my legs. "Walk over to the table Leslie, bend over and lay on it, spread your legs so I can play with you from behind. I just love looking at your butt and vagina from behind." Play, tease, stroke, play, tease stroke. Labia, vagina, clit, labia, vagina clit. His fingers never stopped moving until every part of me was trembling. "More" I moaned, "more" and more he gave me. Suddenly more than his fingers were in me - something big and cold, in and out he plunged it while his fingers continued to play with my clit. Oh god, just thinking about it again has me breathing fast and getting wet. Should I wake him up or let him sleep? I want him, I want him so badly. Then I remember he said not to wake him, no matter what. So I slow down my breathing and lay quietly as I continue remembering the rest of the night. How did I end up on the dining room table on my back? My legs spread wide and Josh sitting in a chair licking and sucking me to new heights, over and over again. Once again his fingers squeezing and caressing my nipples, playing in my vagina, stroking my legs as he continues to lick and suck my clit. I'm cumming over and over and over. His tongue and my clit are the center of my universe. Suddenly he stops, pulls my legs together and pushes them back towards my shoulders. I'm aware that he is naked too as he stands at the edge of the table, his penis erect and throbbing. He's suddenly in me, filling my vagina, my legs resting on his chest and shoulders. Bigger and bigger he gets, deeper and deeper he plunges. He spreads my legs enough to play once more with my clit. On and on he goes, fucking me harder and harder, deeper and deeper. I could feel him cumming as I start to cum yet again. We both peak, spasm, straining against each other as we gulp for air. Once again I'm breathing fast, wanting him, wanting to be caressed and stroked by him. My nipples are erect, my vagina is throbbing. As I turn my head I see he is awake and watching me, a smile on his face as he asks "Remembering last night are you?" Nodding my head yes I reach out to him and he slowly pushes my hands back to my nipple and my pussy. "Anne, I want you to keep thinking about last night and play with yourself. I want to watch you play with yourself." "But I want to play with you, I want to feel your penis, I want to suck you" "I don't care if that's what you want, you'll get your chance believe me. Right now I want to watch you masturbate. And as you do tell me what you've been remembering" I rest my hand on my pussy with one finger on my clit. "The last thing I was thinking about was lying on the dining room table being fucked by you, how amazing it was, how big you felt, how deep you plunged." And again I reached for his penis. "No, no Anne." as he pushed my hand back down to my pussy once again. "You are going to play with yourself. I want to see you orgasm without me touching you. Yes the fucking was great, just as the caressing, stroking, sucking and teasing was. I loved that you came over and over and now I want you to do it again. Only this time I'm just going to watch because I want to see how you touch yourself, what you enjoy doing to yourself. Who knows I might learn something new to try." I could tell by the look on his face nothing was going to change his mind. "Close your eyes Anne and tell me what else you were thinking about from last night" "The licking and sucking and how it went on and on" and once again I feel my body starting to respond, my vulva throbbing, my wetness increasing even more. "Play with yourself Anne, and tell me more as you play with yourself". He whispers in my ear. I feel my breathing quicken as I start rubbing my nipples. "Your fingers seemed to be everywhere". And as I say this I start playing with my clit. It feels so good. "They were in my vagina, moving, massaging, sliding in and out. Caressing first my vulva and then my clit" My fingers are moving faster and faster, up and down, round and round. I slip them into the opening of my vagina and tickle just inside. "Josh I want you to play with me, lick me, suck me." "You're doing just fine by yourself, Anne" And then I find the spot I like best on the right side of my clit, quick strokes up and down, then slowing down to draw it out, softer, lighter then harder and faster. Suddenly I feel my legs start to shake, it's coming and coming hard......oh yes it feels so good!! Once again I start to breath, deep slow breaths as I let myself relax. I'm aware of Josh watching me and I slowly open my eyes. "Well?" And he just grins and then gives me a kiss. "Now it's time for you to play with me." As I sit up I see that he is already erect and hard. As I touch him he groans. Slowly I go down on him, gently stroking his balls at the same time, finding the spot that sends little spasm through his body. Licking the base and then taking my tongue up and down, flicking it back and forth as I go. As I open wide and slide his penis in my mouth I feel it throbbing and getting bigger. Gently, oh so gently I suck, slowly moving up and down. Little by little I suck harder and harder, faster and faster. He's breathing faster and then not breathing at all. I slow down and he starts to breathe again. Over and over I take him to the edge. More and more he groans. "Oh god how I love doing this, how I love making him lose touch with the world" I think to myself. And then the groans change in pitch, he's almost there. Faster I suck and lick. His penis relaxes just a bit as it always does just before he cums and then it's bigger than ever, pulsating and throbbing. He lets out a long moan as he starts to come in my mouth. My hands take over rubbing and stoking his penis. He ejaculates again and again. I can't swallow fast enough and his cum oozes out of my mouth. Slowly his penis starts to relax and he starts to breathe again. "That was fantastic" he mumbles as he pulls me onto his chest. We both drift off half awake and half asleep. What a wonderful way to wake up in the morning.

First go at this - just a fantasy that keeps running through my mind - first of 4-5 chapters. "Weekend Plans" CHAPTER ONE "Well I'm heading home, it's been a long week" said Dr. Lesly. "Any special plans for the weekend?" asked Linda "I was planning on taking some work home, but Josh sent me a short text message 'weekend planned, no work allowed', so I've decided to do as he hinted and leave my laptop and work here for a change." "Any ideas what he has planned?" "No not really, but ...... well I guess I'll just have to wait and see. Have a good weekend and I'll see you Monday". As I walked out of the hospital my mind was still full of the events of the week. And much as I hate to admit it, it stayed that way for most of the hour plus drive to Josh's. It wasn't until I was getting off the freeway that my mind started to wander and wonder about his text message.... 'Weekend planned’.... maybe he's planned a surprise weekend away - unlikely since I needed to be back home by early afternoon on Sunday ....maybe a nice quiet dinner somewhere .... Maybe a weekend of rest & relaxation and intercourse & intoxication - or R&R and I&I as we call it. That would work for me I thought as I started smiling. Then I remembered that Josh had asked me to wear the one button down dress that I have. Definitely has something to do with R&R and I&I as my smile got bigger and nipples started to tingle. Now I couldn't wait to get there. Despite my guess I certainly didn't expect him to be waiting for me in the garage. As I get out of the car and the garage door starts to close he walks up and gives me a bear hug and instantly stars kissing my lips and quickly moves on to the side of my neck, sending goose bumps up and down my spine. He so knows how to get me going. "Glad you remembered to wear the dress I asked you too" he says between nibbles on my neck and ear. And before I know it he's starting to unbutton my dress...... "Oh, you're wearing your strapless bra slip, perfect, absolutely perfect" as he pushes the dress off my shoulders and it falls to the floor. "So is this what's planned for the weekend?" I ask in a soft teasing voice. "Oh this and so much more" he replies mischievously and then he slips a blindfold over by eyes. Before I can say a thing he's whispering in my ear "Shhhhh, just stand here quietly for a moment." The next thing I know he's placing restraint bands on my wrists. "What are you doing? We're standing in the middle of the garage." "You'll know in a minute" as he lifts one arm up and hooking it to something over my head and as I start asking again "What ....?", he takes my other arm and does the same. I'm standing in the garage, blindfolded, arms retrained over my head. I'm feeling confused, a little anxious and excited all at the same time. "Josh, please .....". "Shhhhh" he responds as he starts kissing my neck and rubbing his hands up and down my body, all over my back, my butt, and my breasts. Then ever so slowly he starts peeling down my bra slip until it's lying at my feet. My body is tingling with excitement and anticipation. My nipples are becoming erect and my labia are starting to throb and swell. He continues caressing my body. On one level I'm loving it and on another I'm still feeling anxious. Suddenly Josh is quietly whispering in my ear once again. "Anne, as of now you are mine to do with as I please. I'm in complete control for the whole weekend. Nothing I do will be hurtful or harmful. I will be deciding everything. You will do whatever I want you to, whenever I want you to. If I want to play with you I will. If I want to eat you out I will. If I want you to suck me you will. If I want to fuck you I will. If I want to make you cum I will. I'll tell you what to wear or not wear. What to do or not do. I'll say it again since I want to be sure you understand - I'm in complete control, you are my captive, mine to do with as I please." With each sentence he spoke I get wetter and wetter as well as more anxious. Can I let go and let him be in complete control? Should I try to resist? What happens if I do? As these thoughts bounce around in my head I feel him slid his hand into my panties and push one finger rapidly against my clit. All thoughts of resistance disappear. Suddenly my panties are off and once more he is rubbing me all over. Up and down my legs, my thighs, my butt, my back, my arms, my breasts - there's not an inch of me that he doesn't touch and stroke. Oh my god it feels divine. I can't help but start to moan. And then Josh is talking to me again, not in a whisper, but with excitement and glee. "Oh this is even better than I expected. I get to see and touch all of you. Front, back, sides. I can play with your butt and your nipples at the same time. With your arms stretched up above your head, your breasts and nipples to stick out even more.” Suddenly he's sucking my nipples and the tingling increases and sends shooting sensations into my vagina. "Oh god I don't want you to stop, please don't stop" I mumble. And then his fingers are slowly caressing between my buttocks and around my rectum as he continues to suck my nipples. More, I want more ............. I can hear him grinning as he asks "Like that do you? Well I have no intention of stopping at least not yet? What else shall I do?" And once again his hands are roaming all over my body. Now he is stroking the insides of my thighs, pushing my legs apart. His fingers move inside my vagina, stroking and plunging. Now they are out, moving up and down my legs. As I'm savoring every sensation I realize that he's placing restraint bands on my ankles. I want to see what he's doing, but I can't. Now he's tying my right ankle to a restraint bar of some sort. My feet are about 6 inches apart as he starts pushing them further and further apart. As I start to resist, his fingers are stroking my clit and sliding in and out of my vagina and all I want is more. His hand moves down my leg and ties my left ankle in place. Completely restrained - in a way I never imagined. Once again Josh is whispering in my ear. “Anne, this is so cool, so much better than I ever imagined. I love that I can get to every inch of you so easily. You're mine to play with, to tease, to enjoy!" I feel him standing right next to me, straddling my leg, one hand playing with my nipples, the other gently rubbing my neck. And then his hand slowly moves down my back until he is softly, but insistently stroking between my vagina and rectum as he continues playing with my nipples. I'm so close to cuming and he keeps teasing me, taking me up and down. Once again his hand starts to wander down my abdomen. I can hardly stand it. I want him to play with my clit. "Oh please" I moan. "Soon" he replies, "soon'. And suddenly he's there, his finger rapidly tapping on my clit. I'm going higher and higher, his finger movement changes as it lessen a little bit and now another change in movement and I feel as if I can't stand it, "oh my god" I scream as I feel myself orgasm. The stroking becomes lighter and slower. "Take a deep breath Anne. Deep breath in, slowly breath out" I hear from somewhere beyond me. And still he keeps slowly stroking, round and round my clit. Now he's stroking the front and back together. His fingers meet in the middle and then I feel them moving away from my vagina to the rectum with one hand and to the clit with the other and then back to my vagina - over and over and over. Everything is throbbing and pulsating. All there is, is this - his hands, his fingers, my vagina and clit. I'm coming again - in big huge waves, my legs are shaking. His fingers are in my vagina and he's stroking my G-spot. "Deep breaths” I hear again as I feel myself going higher and higher. I think I'm going to explode and still he keeps stroking. I'm shaking and moaning and still he keeps stroking. Suddenly I scream, spasm and squirt. Laughter bubbles up from inside me ....... amazing, absolutely amazing.............. Josh steadies me as my legs feel like jelly. He slips off the blindfold as he kisses my face so the first thing I see is his smiling, loving face. "Take a few more deep breaths, lean against me. Now look around, look at yourself I want you to see yourself restrained, stretched out before me." he tells me. I have a sense of disbelief to see myself stretched out and restrained like this. And yet it is so erotic and so exciting........... Slowly, ever so slowly Neal starts to once again stroke my body. Part of me is aching for more and part of me feels as if my legs will buckle underneath me at any moment. I start to ask him to release the restraints when he covers my mouth with his hand ......."Remember I'm in control, not you. I'll decide when you've had enough, when we're done and I'm not quite through yet." He starts sucking my nipples once more and once again I feel my labia and vagina start to throb. His sucking continues as his fingers find their way once more to my clit. Ever so lightly he strokes my clit – up and down, round and round as he slowly increases the pressure and pushes me right to the edge and keeping me there for what seems to be an eternity. Ever so slowly he stops stroking my clit as my legs feel as if they are ready buckle underneath me. He reaches up and releases one of the restraints and then the other. He stops sucking and slowly moves down my body with little licks, nibbles and kisses until his hands reach my ankles and the ankle restraints are released. It's all I can do to stand. Josh wraps me in a hug and kisses my neck once again. "Let’s go inside so you can lie down before we eat dinner - which by the way you will do in the nude. After all I might just be in the mood to reach over and play with your nipples some more or maybe tie you to the chair after we've eaten", he says with a big smile on his face.

Tyger - there maybe a few other options for you to try. Sometimes drug companies will help cover the cost of one of their "drugs". Wouldn't hurt to contact them and see if they have some type of cost sharing program. Another option would be Planned Parenthood or other "free clinic" - some provide IUD's - some don't, but if there is one in your area it would be worth checking it out. And I agree that the disparity between what is and isn't covered with respect to all types of birth control vs. Viagra or similar meds is irritating, maddening and down right discriminatory.

Agree that variation is size is not uncommon. Just a quick f/u to Tyger's comments - another option would be to use a bra insert (they are available in various sizes) to help make the breast size more equal in appearence. A bit less expensive then plastic surgery if $'s are a concern.

Too cool!!! Love glass and love vibrators can't wait to give it a try.

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