Aiden, I understand insecurities. I have even worried that the faces I make during orgasm are ugly or unattractive, which in some ways has to diminish the power of the orgasm. In certain situations I am full of confidence but when it comes to my body and sexuality I still have doubts. We recently got a Nintendo Wii and when my husband plays the boxing game I laugh uncontrollably...he just looks funny. I think it kind of hurts his feelings, but I can't seem to help it. I do not mean anything by it, but there is just something about it that makes me laugh. I honestly do not think your husband meant anything critical about your body when he laughed...and I agree that you probably need to discuss it with him in order to make you feel more comfortable with the situation and to keep you uninhibited in the bedroom. Good luck with your discussion and do not let this ruin your favorite position!!!