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ha, what more is there to see? It took a lot of nerve to post THESE!

Really great to hear, thank you. I was pleasently surprised to see that my boyfriend's porn collection had REAL women in it...how refreshing...now it's probably because it's low budget, but whatever! It's still real women!

Well I seriously have questioned that, considering that there is SOOOO MUCH Porn with plastic fake women...so there is obviously a huge market for it, yk? I hate how it effects our self esteem too. Having the man I loved tell me that I didn't turn him on was a real blow. And I secretly then looked through his porn and it was ALL skinny, plastic boobed women. None were natural. Which explains why he wanted me to get implants.... You were like me? Wow. I'm working on seeing myself as beautiful too....it's a long hill up considering how far I was knocked down, however I'm getting there...totally! Probably partially why I had the guts to post this pic. I wanted to see what other's thought to confirm that HE may not have found me sexy, but other people would. I know my boyfriend does....

wow, really? Thanks, I took a hard hit on my self esteem in all honesty....so that's good to hear....

That was the same with me, I awoke in my early 30's. I was really into sex in my late teens/early 20's and then fell asleep. I am also much more open to experimenting as my posts in the past day say! LOL. I tell ya, NEVER did I ever think I'd try anal. It grossed me out and I thought those that did it were some sort of pervert (when I was younger)....but maybe due to my age or perhaps my sexy boyfriend's existence..I don't know! But ya, I getcha.

and your husband is ok with that? (what's a boy/man? Some very young man? Nosey me).

ha ha ha, it totally does! LOL.

thanks! Well I don't think I AM a lesbian, nor truly bi as the boobs is all I like...you can't really DO just that, right? Anyways, I don't need labels, I was just curious what everyone else thought about this.

ooooh, thanks guys!

thanks for the kudos.

I'm in the "newly" awake club too. I think I "slept" for nearly 10 years. But I'm awake now and never want it to go away. Good question, this is something I've been wondering....

I prefer sex to oral. But I'm happy to GET ORAL when the time comes up! Don't get me wrong. I just can't seem to orgasm from it. As for him, I've not asked what he prefers. I know I do enjoy giving him a good BJ.

whatcha think?

Whatcha think? I hope they are ok! Please don't crush me by saying they're awful.

really HOT boobs.

I've been looking for a swing lately but it MUST have head support...I have seen one or two out there that does...anyone know of any? So i can compare my links?

some of my girlfriends and I were toy browsing on the net the other day and we saw the wee vibe. Can you have sex WHILE using it? Anyone know? It looked rather fun but it was very $$$$ so I had to think about that one for a while. LOL.

I just got a pair recently, they are the tweezer style that you pull up a little ring to say how tight you want them. I should have bought them YEARS ago!!!

K, I recently got some of those "balls" that you can get to practice doing your kegals' on. Anyways, they have little balls INSIDE the 2 joined balls that sort of rock around if you have the balls inside you and they feel really NICE. But the thing is, really have to walk fast to feel it or dance or something. And considering I've been wearing this at WORK (yes yes) I'd kind of like some kind of toy that I could put up me (like in the bathroom or some thing) and it can do it's 'thing' while I sit at my desk looking bored. It'd have to be quiet too as I DO have coworkers which I don't intend on letting in on 'my little secret'. LOL. So does this exist?

...ha, it really really was! Now go read my thread in the masturbation forum, equally as fun! Ha. Well maybe not so fun, more 'confessional'.

edited for embarassment...

My boyfriend and I went up to bed tonight and he asked me if I wanted to watch porn. We have NEVER done this in the 2+ years we have been together. I have some *porn issues* in the sense that my ex-h used to have sex with his porn instead of me...and then he started wanting me to surgically alter myself to LOOK like the porn stars...at which point I knew there was a bit of a possible "problem" with our sex life . Anyways, but my boyfriend is NOT my ex, so I thought "heck why not, right?" Well I was pleasantly surprised really. I mean we only watched about 1 hr of whatever he's got, but the thing that struck me was the girls looked REAL...like real women....I mean some had stretch marks, not pencil thin thighs, real boobs It was shot more like REAL SEX too, which I liked. It wasn't cut/cut/cut/cut edited together with uncomfortable positions that "look good" for the camera...it was probably low budge then, maybe eh? Either way, I liked it. Heck not that I don't' think big fake boobed plastic playboy type porn isn't hot...it totally can be...but then as a 35yr old mom...well I feel I can't quite compare, yk? I am pretty cute and sexy, but not PERFECT like the porno women my EX seemed to like, yk? Wow, that was a big ranting babble there, sorry. Anyways the point is the porn watching thing was ok. Then he said to me that he wanted to get in my ass. We've only done this ONCE, this past summer. And at that point we were still anal virgins. I've turned down EVERY man I've slept with to do this with me. I had boyfriends BEG. And for some reason I knew that my current boyfriend was "the one" that I would do it with if I ever decided to do it with ANYONE. He is really SO sexy to me....Anyways so we tried it again tonight. He gave me a boob orgasm where he sucks my nipples and I masturbate and then I put my new nipple clips on (hey, I wanted to try something new) and got my big dildo (I liked dp-ing in my vaj when we did it in the summer, I don't know why...maybe so my vaj didn't feel left out? or maybe because it was a bit dirtier maybe...but I digress) and he put a few fingers in me and then I told him to just put his penis in me... I think he felt a bit frustrated as I think he was in the mood to fuck hard (oh fyi, the porno had now moved on from oral sex on him, to oral on her, to anal) and since i'm new to this he had to go slow...he didn't want to hurt me and I didn't want to be hurt....so he was able to move but not really FUCK hard, you know? (does it get so that you can fuck hard with anal and it doesn't hard? Or is that just porn?) Can a WOMAN like to be fucked hard with anal or is that just in porn too? Anyways, he nearly stopped but I told him not to, to keep going and I grabbed his balls and held them. He kept moving at a mid-range sort of pace. VERY soon after I felt his balls pulsate and tighten. It was so cool feeling him come. I was still horny after that. Funny considering the anal was his idea.I guess it does turn me on in a way although I don't search it out. Anyways I made him suck on my tits again. He took one clamp off while leaving the other nipple clamped. He sucked on my boob while I masturbated to another rocking orgasm. Fuck that was good.

I don't exactly have that happen, however I DO have orgasms when I touch myself while my boyfriend sucks on my nipples. I LOVE those...we call those "boob orgasms" and it's kind of the equivalent of me giving him a bj (and he comes, not as a precursor to sex) since I can't orgasm from oral like a lot of women.

Why men only? I'm wondering about men and orgasms.... I know this should be a question for men AND women, but I'm looking for the men angle right now. I know why I sometimes can't come (as a female)... Tired...distracted...tired....not in the right head-space...It is NEVER because I don't find my boyfriend attractive. He is super sexy to me....but occasionally it's just hard to do. I usually DO It but sometimes it's hard... Sometimes HE can't come though...usually when sex is MY idea, I've noticed. So maybe the same reasons I can't come are the ones that he can't come? As an insecure (working on that! LOL) female, I have tended to worry it was some thing about ME that didn't turn him on enough etc in the past but I'm trying to not think that way. FYI we've been together a bit over 2 years and I'm 35 and he's 25. This is not a huge issue at all, it is just every so often that it happens. I haven't asked HIM the reasons as I don't want to make a big deal of it and make an issue out of it, yk? Generally (like when this doesn't happen) our sex life is GREAT...so once again I dont' want to make a big deal of out of this... So, list your reasons men!!!! ps-oh my insecurities come from the fact that my perfectionish ex-husband didn't find me attractive after I had our kids and wanted me to get implants..He wanted me to be stick skinny with big fake tits. (can you say PORNO ANYONE?) I didn't get them....but in my defense I AM pretty cute. I mean, my boyfriend plays that song that goes "my girlfriend's a dick magnet" and jokes that I"M a dick magnet because there are always men hitting on me and he's SOOO used to it...(K, wrote that not to be full of myself AT ALL, BECAUSE I'M SOOOO NOT, just so you get an idea and don't think that maybe my boyfriend DOES think i'm icky or maybe my ex-h was right and I am not attractive)