I took these pics for my boyfriend. I was being sexy. Thought that if he was going to look at porn, he should have some of ME, yk? As for the ex, easier said than done, but I finally BROKE and left. But he did some serious self esteem damage...so much so that for a long time I couldn't understand what my young boyfriend SAW in me. Part of my pics were self-therapy, showing myself that I COULD be sexy. Glad you agree.