shyla

thanks to all for listening. hopefully healthcare will get more funding revamped!!!!!!

UgHHHHHHH! with the economy as is i am very thankful i have a job but getting attitude and dirty looks when i'm not pleased about being mandated (my 12 hr shift forced into becoming 16 hr shift) after already having worked several 12 hr shifts in a row is bullshit. Oh yes please let my pull 16 hrs on 4 hrs sleep! oh please pick me!!! not. hey ya do what ya have to. I'll do it without complaint (most of the time) but don't expect me to smile and acted really happy. thanks for listening shy

alright let me think taken push slam the dark knight the sound(s) of music the man of la mancha(mancha, mancha) the elephant man sin city cool hand luke it happened one night million dollar baby 8 1/2 the big lebowski the graduate the incredibles great expectations scent of a women the trouble with dick and lets not forget snatch

in my humble opinion people settle for less, as you said especially women, because of self-esteem issues and that they don't feel they deserve more. society and the media also feed this. as two of my fav book quites put it brilliantly, "i guess if someone spends enough time telling you you're nothing, somewhere along he line you begin to believe it." --sarah mccarty and once the mind is set in a pattern it is very hard to break it and you lose relationships due to the others frustration with constantly trying to build you up (i should know) "as many times as i told her she was beautiful, i know that she never believed me. as many times as i said it didn't matter (her weight), i knew to her it did. i was just one voice, and the world's voice was louder." -jennifer weiner Good in Bed shyla

hi, just a thought but it could just be from skin rubbing together especially if you shave your va-ja-ja. i'm a larger gal and have some skin darkening on my inner thighs for that reason that has improved with body butters. could be totally of the mark but just a thought. shyla

recommendations please! i'm looking for a new toy a vibrator but also with clit stimulator and with so many options i need some suggestions. i recently tried the bear one (rotating penis with clit and anal stim thats blue) and will be returning it just didn't work for me i'm a little longer so didn't really hit the "spot" for anything but penetration. help need a friend to play with. shyla

thanks for the feedback. all great and the support is appreciated!!! shyla

I always have a fantasy about doing it in somewhat public places. i don't want to get caught i just enjoy the thought of trying to be quiet getting our pleasure while others go about ordinary activities. my fav fantasy is dating someone who works in an office scheduling and afternoon meeting with his secretary. we go behind closed doors (though the wall behind his desk is just a panel of glass) and i sit in front of him on his desk. i'm wearing a skirt and no underclothes. he takes me on the desk or on his chair while the rest of the office goes about its business. he didn't know i was coming to visit him or why. we finish and i tell him i can't wait to see him at home or having him finger me to orgasm in a booth of a restaurant (obviously in a more private corner and at night where the lighting is low) what is all your public/semi-public fantasy or real life story??? shyla

i'm shyla and like many i'm not what i appear. while i am shy, quiet, and quick to blush i also in possession of a fabulously wicked mind. ;) i'm hitting my 30's real soon and (much to my mothers dismay) am not married and have no children. while i like porn, i love erotic novels (much better to imagine myself in them), and simply can't live without my toys!!! i'm also searching with most of the female population for a good man and hopefully finding some great new friends along the way. i'm just trying to love, and Laugh a lot before my time is up and i wish the same for all of you.

recently i've had to have surgery (non-std related folks) and subsquently one of my inner lips is torn. they attempted to repair it without success so now the bottom is like a flap. i'm a shy to begin with and EXTREMELY self conscious about it and it has really affected my self-image. i've not been with anyone since. there is a guy i'm into but i'm stressing over the fact that i don't look normal anymore. i don't know how to broach this subject it's not like he won't notice the minute he looks or touches me. i don't know if i can handle any rejection. I'm i making something over nothing? how can i bring it up since there may be positional adjustments needed. any help/advice would REALLY be appreciated shylaDy