Can you help me find out If I am gay?

[Batko0]

Hello everyone.  I am 29 year old man and I think I might be gay and I am so scared and confused from that. But I am not 100 per sure, so I hope with your help me to find out If I am gay or not.. Well, I was a normal boy and I liked girls, I was always kind, nice and romantic to them, but I always have been rejected and this somehow affected me and I started to wonder what it will be if I was the girl and I tried to wear girls clothes, bra and thongs (I have a sister), and then I tried to finger my ass too and even fucked my ass with objects and i liked it.. I was 15 or 16 years old back then. And after all that I started to think and fantasize about sucking cock and getting fucked by a man..

I even sucked cock once, it was a long time ago and the man couldnt get hard, so I sucked his small and soft dick for like 10 minutes and then I felt bad and we stoped. But I liked it, I liked being on my knees in front of him.. I was 20 years old back then. After that I had other chances to meet with a man, but I always quited before the meeting, because of shame, stress and fear..

Then I met a girl, she was my first, we fell inlove, even become engaged and lived together for 3 years. I told her all of this and we came to the conclusion that this was just a period in my life and that I am not really gay. And I can say that in the first year my desires for men and for wearing female clothes and panties wasnt there. But after that, all of these desires came back, but I didnt told her. I started chatting with men online, wearing her thongs, when she wasnt at home and etc. I never cheated on her, but one time she caught me wearing her thong... And she left me after that.

A mounth later I saw her with another man and I was totally broken after that and damaged, but my desires for men and girly panties, clothes and etc was back even stronger than before. Again I want to wear thongs, bra, girls clothes and started to fantasize about sucking cocks and getting fucked. I think I still like girls, I mean I turn over to them, I like them, but it is more like in the way that I am envy of them, I want to wear their clothes, to be like them, thats why I think I may be gay.. If someone can help, please. I will share some pics of me, normal ones and dressed up. I am serious, so I really do need your help and advice, so please help. 

[Tyger]

Desires, fetishes, and preferences can be dampened, but never be fully changed.  Only YOU can find out for yourself, whether you're gay, bi, trasvestite, or even trans. It's YOUR journey of discovery.  you can only (safely) experiment, and find out what you like. 

Do "I" personally think you're gay? Maybe. 

[Tyger]

FYI, in the Marriage, and Committed Relationships section, there is an Alternative Lifestyles section. That's where you may find more LGBT information.

[Looking4Trannys]

On 9/13/2021 at 1:47 PM, Batko0 said:

Hello everyone.  I am 29 year old man and I think I might be gay and I am so scared and confused from that. But I am not 100 per sure, so I hope with your help me to find out If I am gay or not.. Well, I was a normal boy and I liked girls, I was always kind, nice and romantic to them, but I always have been rejected and this somehow affected me and I started to wonder what it will be if I was the girl and I tried to wear girls clothes, bra and thongs (I have a sister), and then I tried to finger my ass too and even fucked my ass with objects and i liked it.. I was 15 or 16 years old back then. And after all that I started to think and fantasize about sucking cock and getting fucked by a man..

I even sucked cock once, it was a long time ago and the man couldnt get hard, so I sucked his small and soft dick for like 10 minutes and then I felt bad and we stoped. But I liked it, I liked being on my knees in front of him.. I was 20 years old back then. After that I had other chances to meet with a man, but I always quited before the meeting, because of shame, stress and fear..

Then I met a girl, she was my first, we fell inlove, even become engaged and lived together for 3 years. I told her all of this and we came to the conclusion that this was just a period in my life and that I am not really gay. And I can say that in the first year my desires for men and for wearing female clothes and panties wasnt there. But after that, all of these desires came back, but I didnt told her. I started chatting with men online, wearing her thongs, when she wasnt at home and etc. I never cheated on her, but one time she caught me wearing her thong... And she left me after that.

A mounth later I saw her with another man and I was totally broken after that and damaged, but my desires for men and girly panties, clothes and etc was back even stronger than before. Again I want to wear thongs, bra, girls clothes and started to fantasize about sucking cocks and getting fucked. I think I still like girls, I mean I turn over to them, I like them, but it is more like in the way that I am envy of them, I want to wear their clothes, to be like them, thats why I think I may be gay.. If someone can help, please. I will share some pics of me, normal ones and dressed up. I am serious, so I really do need your help and advice, so please help. 

You look sexy inna dress baby wish I was there to bend over for you after I undress you with my teeth 😍my bad I'm really horny right now and wanna feel you inside me 🤭☺️🤷🏾 I think we can figure out together if you're into dick or not. I mean if we're into dick or not. I'm the same way kinda I could be really checking out some girls around here butt then I'll hop on my phone and look at huge  cocks  and anal videos maybe it's just like a survival technique if I can't get any puss ill buckle down and settle with penis which is alright with me I think I've been seeing how much thickness my ass can handle lately and I actually felt accomplished getting a can of Gillette fusion shaving cream inside me🤤🤪 that was the 1st time I was forreal moaning saying things like, "ohhh fuuuck!" and, "goddaamn!" "That shit feels sooo good right now!" And, "Ohh ya! stretch me out!!" I was sore for a few days 😅