Hey, so I’m 34, 5”11, 175 pounds, very handsome, girlfriend, 3 kids, good job, just your normal working class dude. Well I started using meth when I was 18. Liked it, no biggie. One day I injected it. I literally went straight home, locked my bedroom door, stripped naked, and jacked off for like 12 hours. Didn’t know what edging was so when I came, boy o boy I was in love. Eventually I had an interracial porno and I’d never been a black cock, I literally was drooling. I’m from a small town with no black people so my obsession has never been dealt with. One day I shot up, got really high and decided to use my moms dildo. I loved it. I’ve been secretly fucking my booty with my girlfriends dildos for 15 years. I have one hidden. It’s very big and black of course. Every chance i get 4 or 5 hours alone, I get high and edge. I love my ass stretched wide open and if I hit my spot 10 inches in, I start dripping cum without touching my cock. I swallow every drop of cum. Honestly if I could ever fuck a black man, it would turn me out and I would literally fuck as many hung black men as I could