Neuroticax

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I'd rather not have loved at all. You don't know what you're missing when you haven't had it in the first place. Closed minded I know, but I'm just too damn emotional for bullshit like a broken heart. I'm still going through it and honestly I'd be better off if I never loved that person and I wish I didn't, but I can't help it and it kills me everyday.

Thanks guys. I feel a little better today!

So I've been having a bad day ... couple of days.. week.. month.. life? Heh The past couple of days have sucked and I'm so irritated. I had HORRIBLE PMS about a week ago, anticipating my period, but it never came. Finally 4 days later than it was supposed to, it came. Now I'm all crabby and crampy and just plain blah. My Aunt (passed on Grandfather's sister) died last night in Hospic, more than likely of lung cancer. She lived across the street, so every time I look out the window it gets hard. My Mom and I do contests, she has her name here and I have mine over there... well not anymore. So goodbye contests for me. (more than half are one entry per household so I can't get around it.) We are literally in the middle of dealing with medications, therapies and such for my kid. He has ADHD/Pediatric Bi-Polar and PDD-NOS. (a touch of autism) He's wildly out of control at the moment because we are having a hard time finding a balance for him and everyone around him. I love him but with stress on top of stress he's driving me crazy. His father is hardly in the picture and keeps putting off taking him for a weekend. I need a break.. but can't catch one. Every man is pissing me off today, one way or another. Everyone I come into contact with is pissing me off come to think of it. I'm just so blah and irritated. I'm trying to find ways to relax and mellow myself but it's hard when the second I relax something happens to get me riled up again.

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What a douche.

Ok, will do. Thanks.

I've been taking birth control for 7 months now and this is the first time I've ever been late. This really screws up my schedule. My question is; I'm supposed to start my new pack tonight, but my period just started yesterday which is like 4 days later than normal. Do I let it finish or do I just keep my routine and start the pack tonight?

Glad I could help!

I put this here because this issue is starting to effect my sex life with my SO and it bothers me. I'm having troubles getting to loose weight. I used to do Yoga, but got sick and never started back up again. (I did it at my own home, by myself. I just can't do classes.) I miss doing it and I've gained the weight back I lost and then some. It has effected my sex life, the things I want to do and/or used to do, I really can't. I love being on top, but I can only go so far without starting to huff and puff and get weak. I like being on my back and everything but all the time is getting a bit redundant and boring. I'm not worried about curbing my diet, I eat rather healthy minus a few choice foods that I can easily cut out. I just can't seem to get off my ass and DO something!

lol I don't see why not. They talk like it's geared towards kids and such so I'm sure it'd be great.

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I sometimes get this problem. (if, it is the same problem) Does he trim his nails? If he just cuts them, or doesn't, you might have to have him trim them and/or file them. I'm extremely sensitive inside and the littlest sharp edge will cut me and make me bleed. Also, is it only certain times or EVERY time he fingers you? How far in does he go? I've also encountered this where if my SO goes too deep he'll my uterine wall and make me bleed a bit. I'm sure others will have more to say on this, but this is just from my experience.

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My Dad's ex fiance swore that when they were redoing the house (painting) and she was using paint thinner all the time that her nails grew longer, faster and stronger than they ever have. LOL I'm not about to soak my fingers in paint thinner to test her theory though. lol

I've been taking a lot more care of my nails lately. I don't do polish much on them but I give myself a manicure and put a nice clear coat on them once a week. They're kinda "sporty" length. I don't care for them much longer than that.

Oh definitely. I wouldn't just limit it to that though.

Haha! I'll definitely keep you in mind if I get locked out. Thanks!

I'm not sure, actually. That's a good question. I didn't recall a name on the tag and to be honest I can't remember if there was one. lol

I've had the opportunity, but passed.

WelCUM to the board! Enjoy your time here! Don't be a stranger.

I don't mind giving it to women, but I won't rim men. LOL Just not my thing. I don't mind getting it once in while either when there's a lot of heated passion.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20081231/ap_on_...me_warner_cable LOS ANGELES – "SpongeBob SquarePants" might get squeezed off Time Warner Cable. Media giant Viacom Inc. said its Nickelodeon, MTV, Comedy Central and 16 other channels will go dark for 13 million subscribers at 12:01 a.m. Thursday if a new carriage fee deal with Time Warner Cable Inc. is not agreed upon by then. The impasse would mean "SpongeBob" and other popular shows like Jon Stewart's "The Daily Show" and Stephen Colbert's "The Colbert Report" will be cut off on the nation's second-largest cable operator. Time Warner Cable primarily serves people in New York state, the Carolinas, Ohio, Southern California and Texas. Viacom has asked for fee increases of between 22 percent and 36 percent per channel, or a total of $39 million more, an amount that could increase customers' cable bills, said Time Warner Cable spokesman Alex Dudley. "The issue is that they have asked for an exorbitant increase in their carriage fees and their network ratings are sagging," Dudley said. "Basically we're trying to hold the line for our customer." Viacom spokeswoman Kelly McAndrew disputed the figure, saying Viacom requested an increase in the very low double-digit percentage range. Viacom said the increases would cost an extra 23 cents a month per subscriber. It said that Americans spend a fifth of their TV time watching Viacom shows but its fees make up less than 2.5 percent of the Time Warner cable bill. "We make this request because Time Warner Cable has so greatly undervalued our channels for so long," Viacom said. "Ultimately, however, if Nickelodeon, Comedy Central, MTV and the rest of our programming is discontinued — over less than a penny per day — we believe viewers will see this behavior by their cable company as outrageous," Viacom said. Time Warner Cable's Dudley said Viacom rejected his company's proposal to extend the contract while the sides continue to negotiate. Instead, Viacom appealed directly to Time Warner Cable's customers, with TV ads in major markets. In Wednesday's New York Times, the company ran a full-page, color advertisement with Nickelodeon's animated bilingual heroine "Dora the Explorer" crying and clinging to her monkey pal, Boots. "Why is Dora crying?" the ad asks. "Time Warner Cable is taking Dora off the air tonight!" The ad urges viewers to call Time Warner Cable and demand that their favorite shows remain on the air. If the shows go dark after midnight, Time Warner Cable will send people to the Internet to catch episodes. Dudley said the cable operator also will make available a video teaching people how to hook their computers up to the TV to watch online shows — a tactic it used during a contract dispute with broadcaster LIN TV in October. Part of the disagreement is that most of Viacom's popular shows are rerun on Web sites where Viacom collects advertising revenue that it does not share with Time Warner, Dudley said. "We don't think that's fair," he said. Viacom has staked much of its revenue-growth prospects on its ability to extract higher carriage rates out of its cable and satellite affiliates despite an ad slowdown and weak ratings. In the third quarter, media network revenue, which accounts for about two-thirds of Viacom's total, grew 6 percent to $2.1 billion, despite global ad revenue falling 2 percent, largely because of double-digit percentage growth in affiliate fees and the success of its "Rock Band" video game. Viacom shares rose 45 cents, 2.3 percent, to $19.71 in late morning trading Wednesday. Time Warner Cable shares lost 39 cents, 1.8 percent, to $21.37. The channels that would be affected are: Comedy Central, CMT: Pure Country, Logo, Palladia, MTV, MTV 2, MTV Hits, MTV Jams, MTV Tr3s, Nickelodeon, Noggin, Nick 2, Nicktoons, Spike, The N, TV Land, VH1, VH1 Classic, and VH1 Soul.

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Stars: 5/5 The Toy Chest Looking to upgrade from that shoebox into something more eye catching and less occasion obvious? This Toy Chest would be a great start into organizing and storing your bedroom toys in something better than that shoe box, Avon box or plastic bag. It's sleek and modern, while having that professional look so even your own mother would not know what you are hiding in there. This could also be a wonderful addition to any other storage options you have at home that need expanding. I made a little event out of this. I love organizing things and this was a good opportunity. I collected all my toys, put them on a pillow case on the floor and got everything in order. First you will notice that the Toy Chest has combination locks! Locked into place with "pins" you'll find the combination locks are set to the default code for your chest. I have removed the pins, but have not set a different code for the combination - I'm sure I would forget and be locked out of my fun box! The instructions to setting your own code for the locks are inside. It comes in 6 languages, so I don't think anyone will have a problem setting their own code. (The languages are: English, German, French, Spanish, Chinese & Korean) Your box will open on both sides revealing a small, adjustable 'tray' resting/floating in the middle of the bottom compartment below. The box looks bigger in the picture, despite it's measurement's idea. It says it's spacious.. and yes it is. But the lack here is 'usable' space. The approx. space you have to store your toys/accessories is 6.375in x 1ft .7in x 3in. Not that much, but it'll work for some storage. This is why I suggested it to be for an upgrade or smaller addition. You could probably stand up a couple items to utilize the 4.5 inches of "air space" you can't use otherwise. I would suggest wiping down the inside well before you add your items, just to get any manufacturing dust and debris. - The hardware seems pretty good and sturdy, the combination numbers are a bit stiff but they just might need to be worked in. The little tray is good to hold smaller items like condoms, batteries, lubes, etc. Its measurements are 2.75in x 1ft 2.8in x 1in. You can push the tray aside to access the bottom compartment. Be careful when you push, the material is kind of flimsy. The bottom could hold more small things along with more medium-ish sized things. If you're into real organization, this would probably be a good container for bullets of different types, or even (if you have A LOT of toys) a container just for batteries, or lubes? I successfully fit: 2 bullets, 1 collar/lead, 1 flogger, 4 toys under 5.5 inches, 5 toys under 9 inches and 1 roll of bondage tape. In the upper I have a handful of batteries varying from button cells, to AA's to C's - a few condoms and a bottle of Good Head gel. It's pretty packed. I had to leave out one toy, but otherwise the rest fit very well. Depending on what and how much you have in there it's pretty easy for me to access the things on the bottom of the pile. I wish there was a lot more usable space; the Toy Chest has such potential to be a great storage piece. I'm content for now, but will have to make other arrangements for any other toys I accumulate from here on out. I also wanted to point out that because of that much airspace, if you're anal retentive, like me, you'll want to keep the box from tipping over or you'll have the tray items in the bottom compartment. So if you're going to travel with it (like the description states) make sure it's secure. If you don't care about it being messy, by all means forget what I just said about it being secure. =) Note: This was this was bought outside of the reviewers circle.