From what I read she didn't blatantly say not to cum in her mouth, she said if it happened by accident she wouldn't mind. So she is open to the idea, but from what I gather she might have a texture issue since she said she didn't like the feeling. Which I could relate to, if that be the case. -- Welcome the the board! This has nothing to do with your love, it's purely a place that she is unfamiliar with or just has issues dealing with. I would talk to her more about the subject and find aids to help with the texture part of swallowing. (I'm just guessing that it's texture based, speaking with her more about this might bring up a different conclusion.) I know some people give blow jobs with condoms on because they want the "end feeling" but don't want to actual liquid exposed, this is one option that might help. Flavored lubes (as sun said) could help, along with chloraseptic that numbs the throat and mouth. Is she at all interested in this? Does it turn her on? These are things that should be talked about in order to come to some kind of conclusion for said subject. I'm sure other people will have loads more ideas, but this is my opinion and experience. I hated the feeling of having to swallow, and hated the gooey snot like texture (lol) but with practice, it all worked out. The idea of swallowing turned me on so much that I was determined to figure out what worked for me. Good luck.