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How do you know that you are done having kids? As most of you know my hubby was just here and we started the maybe one more. Maybe we will try for the girl. Well at times we weren't safe while having sex. And we were like if it happens it happens. Well I started my period and I was like aww but yay. I am 31 years old with diabetes. I know he wants another one he was gone with our youngest and he adopted our oldest. He has never been able to see my belly grow. When I was pregnant before I just got preggo and then he deployed then when he got home I was having him. So I guess what I am asking is. At this age how do you just say ok lets do it? Our kids aren't the best acting at the moment. SO as of right now that is the best birth control and oh yea the having no sex works 2. HELPPP

wonderful

I so agree. Hubby and I tried it and i burned like fire. Took me awhile to relax after that. Don't think we will try it again.

Hey everyone. Things are going amazing. I can't believe he is here. These past 2 days have been more then we both ever thought it would be. He looks wonderful sexy as hell. And in his words " the bedroom is on fire" LOL We will keep u posted on everything. Talk 2 u later US

Today!!!!! I'll be leaving here at 1 pm to get him. A hour drive and he's mine mine mine!!!!!!!

Paradise

Well he is on his way. By this time tomorrow he will be right next to me. I can't wait. i have been getting ready all day. The kids still don't know that he is coming a day early. They just thought mommy is going crazy again, lets go outside and let her have her break down lol poor guys I have been a wreck all day. Man I am freaking! What the hell this is my husband. But we have changed so much this past 8 months. I just keep thinking what if it is different in a bad way. But he is my best friend so I'm sure things will be perfect. Bye for now.

Hey every one, he is on his way. He had a bit of drama. Fell asleep on the bus on the way to his next stop and lost a contact. He's not happy. He's half blind. But I have made him a appointment for more. Check in later.

Home

solid

Thank you. Once I see him it will be like no time has passed.

Could be as early as Sunday. It has been 8 months since we have seen each other. SO this is gonna be heaven

lol your a dork. But u are my dork. And I love youuuu!

Waiting with open arms baby

[font="Book Antiqua"][/font] Well my wonderful husband will be coming home soon! I am so excited and scared at the same time, is that even possible? My problem is that I am fat. I know I am fat. I'm not the Jessica Alba that he drools over. Or the Hott music video girl. I'm just a woman who struggles everyday to just be me. I don't like what I see staring back at me in the mirror. I am a person who struggles with diabetes and weight and to very ill mannered little boys who I would die for. I feel bad cause in these past 8 months my husband has been gone, I haven't likes being a mom much. My little baby boy Aaron has turned out to be the Anti Christ. Wow who saw that coming. I sure as hell didn't. My husband tells me I'm sexy all the time. He hasn't seen me in 8 months and he has beefed up and I'm still me FAT house wife with a shitty little daycare and a travel business going no place fast. I want to be the woman he wants. But as I struggle with who I am I can't be that person. It is easy being sexy for him on the computer but when he gets home and I bare all to him. I'm gonna be that scared woman that walks really fast past mirrors so she doesn't have to see her own self naked. I know he is my husband and I love him soooo fing much it hurts. I have prayed to god for a good man and he sent me one along with the life I dreamed of as a little girl. I was married once before and that devil tore me down so much that 6 years later I still hear those words echo in my head. Your not good enough. God you have gotten so fat. Why in the hell are u wearing that. I guess thats why I hide behind big t shirts and jeans. My husband likes skirts shorts ones at that. I promised myself I will open up to him. And I gonna. It's just gonna take allot of understanding on his part. I hope he is up for this challenged cause lord know I am. I want a good relationship. He is my bes friend and at one point in time thats all he had become. Lot a lover or a husband but just my best friend. Now he will be my lover and my husband. And most important just there for me.

Thank you. One more day of work then getting ready for home coming!!!!!

YEP!!!!!! I feel like a giddy school girl lol

It is just like we are dating all over again. We met on the computer so this is putting everything back new again if that makes sense. I can wait hunny. The kids are so excited and it is to the point now where I can't sleep. I can't wait to hold u again. Right now u are a voice on the phone and words on a computer screen. I love u baby so much!

It was really hard for us to get to where we are today.

I can't wait. To feel his arms around me again will be HEAVEN

Yes this is why my sex drive drove away. It sucks I hate the pill.

willing