wow.. you just described me.. I had my daughter when i was 15 (i turned 15 a month before i had her), i lived with my parents, my dad made me go to the alternative school 2 days a week, instead of full time.. thank God my mother let me go back to full time, because i wasn't ready to be a mom.. i was only 15. I even tried to pump to breast feed my daughter.. i might add.. before she was born i thought breast feeding was gross to see, gross to think about doing, and didn't want to do it, but after she was born, my mind completely changed. so don't make an opinion about it before you have children.. it's like the first time you go to a gyno it's weird, and it's like someone else is poking around down there. but after the 10th time, you just don't care anymore, because it's your doctor. the same thing goes with breastfeeding. the first time you might feel very self aware, but after a few times, you realize that that the world doesn't revolve around you and what you want, it's what that baby needs and wants, and people really don't notice what you are doing, unless they are in direct view... anywho. I did go back to school, and i was a social butterfly, and i do have tons of friends. and my daughter is now 5 years old, healthy, happy, and knows i love her to pieces, and we wouldn't be where we are now if i didn't finish my schooling! so my opinion, don't make a personal opinion about whether or not YOU choose to breastfeed until you are in that situation! and like i said earlier... BRING ON THE BOOBIES!