Keep Forgetting
Hi ALL! I am sorry that I keep forgetting about this "blog" but I do so much other writing that I forget! This week in particular has been kind of trying. My son, who you may or may not know, has severe ADHD and he is having a hard time in school. I thank my lucky stars that he is healthy and seemingly happy - but some days that ADHD really takes a toll on me. He has been medicated since before he was 3 - which is a little rare, but we really had no other option.
It sometimes makes it hard for my hubby to understand, why he acts this way or that way - but we have to be patient and at least try to understand him. I know there are a lot of other parents out there with similiar dilemmas - I just need to FIND SOME! The not knowing what to do is really the worst part. I wonder if he is happy, if he is depressed, if he knows that he is not a'normal' - it is just heartbreaking!
Anyway, I am usually not such a downer, but this blog is more of a "real life" kind of thing, so I figure people who want to read this can see that I am a real person, with real issues and a real family.
My other situation is the girlfriend of mine who asked me to do a lesbian encounter with her is, how shall I say, still persisting. I haven't talked to her since I told her no, but she called me last night and asked me to go out for drinks. I said "no" because my hubby and I had "plans" hee hee hee. So, she got mad at me and told me that I didn't want to be around her because I was attracted to her. I talked to her for about an hour, assuring her that wasn't it. At the end of the conversation she again asked me to "fuck" her and introduce her to lesbian sex. The poor girl, she is really confused and trying to find her way. I feel bad, but I just can't do that right now.
I told my hubby about the proposition and he said, "if it is something you REALLY want to do, who am I to stop you?" I loved him for saying that, although I could tell he was wondering about it. Would I do it, would I want to do it. Would I go back to being with women again? I could see he was trying to be stoic and not worry about it, but he knows that I enjoyed being with women, so it is probably hard for him. He also knows that I am a woman who does what she wants - within reason - and doesn't want to force me.
Life.....sometimes so interesting!
I guess that is all I have to say right now...I will check in with my "followers" later!
Mik
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