so here's my situation. DH is 39 and im 31. weve been married 4 years in november and together 6. we were at a friends house and we got to talking about how men and women view sex differently. cheating being the context. expalining that men and women werent designed for life long relationships that men have this need for casual sex. how men can screw without any emotion involved. afterwards we went out for dinner just hubby and I . and we were still talking. and so i finally asked him if he wanted a thressome, hes been complaining alot about grey hair,. heavier, etc. and he said he wanted one. soemthing about needing to feel like he could have sex with some young hottie. he described it a need. one which i he had previously said he had filled in the military. i cant lie and say ive never thought about it. but im married and would never go outside our marriage. he said that it was totally up to me and that if i wanted it i would have full control over the entire situation. and that he would never mention it again until i brought it up to have the next conversation about it. also that if i didnt want it, it would never happen, and he would never cheat on me. here;s the problem. i am sooo upset by this. he claims to be happy and satisfied. so no matter what he says im always thinking well hes really not and this is just the beginning of the end.i feel like hes already betrayed me. like he has a desire for someonelse. feels like a complete betrayal. now when he says i love you , im like mmm hmm. i dont believe him anymore. i cant get over this. and i cant get it out of my head. thers doubt in my head where there never used to be. as for me, im going a really tough emotional time. im unemplyed and im dealing with my longstanding hatred of myself. a process that is painful enough, and throw this on top and im at my wits end. i love him and i cant imagine my life without him. but this is really upsetting me.