admiraltolokus

not sure but I have been away for a while! Been off opposing Comrade Obama and his minions, but thats political, wont be getting into that here

Yes they do get around, but I do like it when they get back around to me when I can see what form they have taken on, put out one about yourself that isnt really true and eventually you can destroy people with it when you catch them perverting it into something else!

"'I just don't want sex, I could go the rest of my life without it!'" I've heard that out of two former girlfriends of mine and it never made sense... for me it was code worded for 'this relationship will end soon' and those two times it did because quite frankly.. I don't have a full lifespan to wait til she is ready for more than just saying "I love you' 'no I love you more" lines. I got only now and tomorrow and there is more to a relationship and love than just saying "I love you" give a little kiss and go out the door to work. Also I do agree with ladylove on this, she could be hiding something. However, it could be as chloegirl says and she is just having trouble communicating herself in that way, but then its like Mikayla is saying and he is on the ball then she needs to hop on board as well. But as someone who is unmarried, my opinion does little justice I think, perhaps we would have to wait and see what happens?

I know I can do that too but with her I have to get through and past this thing I see many girls doing where they want you to wait for them if you catch my drift, or rather them wanting me to not be the one who initiaties cell phone texting or a date, well I don't want to wait forever and I do not have forever to wait on them so someone better get her little butt into gear.

lol one of those girls you come across witha name like that?! lucky dude haha yes I know I am running after her!

one is single and I might go with but the other has someone!

I am going through that right now with two girls. There is Katherine who I have been with before and might get back together with and I know had more interest in hearing me say "I love you" than the actual feelings that are supposed to be behind it whenever I tried to get her to express any sort of love. And Cassie who does seem to really care but I really do not... well I don't know if I can return her feelings. I am leaning towards the former oddly enough.

no apologies needed dude! often I find myself NEEDING to reread what I post, I have a bad habit with getting people mixed up especially if I start to go into anything complex in my writings.

haha yeah that does explain it, better than me!

it was a he, and I may have mixed up him and his mother in a few of the lines *_* she had come by, but he was the one in las vegas, lol and he is tall, black, and straight, the girls always dug him haha oh also, I already found my answers on the industry after doing some searching and came across some southwestern U.S. talent agencies, one that is of high quality, and a few not so... well good ones

Have from a couple of the girls, both of whom I know are kinky as it is.

More of a rave than a rant, one that had me thinking about it for days, but probably will so much as pass through one ear and out the other for anyone else. We got a Christy's Toybox here, its our sextoy store, and small I suppose, but there is a selection and I utilize it greatly. Over the past five years I have been going there once every four or so months, but in the past year their staff has changed several times, and no one of the old crew I knew for a few years is still there. I recently went in there, and was carded (I do appear to be 16 or so, maybe yall need a picture to see this miracle of life?), had me laughing, sparked up conversation with the clerk and told her how much the place has changed over time and what toys they used to have and what seems cool about the new stuff. She said "oh you must be a regular! How long have you been coming here?" I talked to her about it for a bit. But anyways, a regular at the toy store, interesting... a regular... Another small side story, early this year I was in the store buying one of my first cyberskin dildos along with some lube and other stuff, when one of my female coworkers from cosmetics came in, lmfao it was wonderful. Gave me this, "Kyle... what are you doing here" line and I smiled broadly and asked her likewise, embarassed her completely she kept eyeing what I was buying, such fun doing that with the shy ones I know. I think she squealed on me about it at work though... I prefer to be the one who spreads the rumors about myself, not others, easier for me to control them that way. anyways just had to have storytime with yall is all

You mean what a woman could do to better seduce a man or in other words use a baseball bat on the head to spark a thought? Be open and straight up with me about what you want, I can't read your mind as to whether you want us to move slowly or explode like a supernova in a relationship. If it turns out you can't keep up with me, too bad its your loss. I couldn't say it more plainly to anyone. Coming across a girl who knows what she wants, I would jump her bones like a squirrel on the last acorn on Earth.

And your state as well considering the recent rash of New York governors... lmao I forgot to add my own Brad Henry into this mix, that man up and disappears to hell knows where, you can't find him at the office, we have it confirmed the do-nothing governor has a sever love of golf though in his case its not a sexual misadventure that he takes off for, him and his wife do a lot of missionary work.

It is betrayal no matter what, some are more forgiving than others I suppose. The rest of my answer is rather long winded and would have to be relegated to the politics forum; as I have a sever tendency to bitch about the media's constant bullcrap over the GOP sexual scandals, the moral majority question, and their [media's] inability to report fairly on Demoocrats and Republicans on the matter.

Mikayla is very correct I must say

You didn't know about this before hand?! haha by the way dude damn good profile image!

I should have brought this up a couple of months ago, but recently a customer came in to buy her son some shoes, turned out he was an old classmate of mine from high school, we talked for a few about what he was up to recently and what not. It came out that he had recently gotten into the porn industry, now I did not question her further on it other than to wish him success and that he love the new pair of shoes, which he did love the shoes she later told me. But this sparked a question in my mind, and it has been bouncing around since then and I have not seen much information on it, but being outside of southern California how can one enter into the industry other than somehow locating a agent or casting agency somewhere closer to home than in southern California? Furthermore, how to find one that is legitimate for that matter. Since I did not ask her how he got in, it started to boggle my mind... P.S. was really unsure as to where to post this question!

quiet outside of the bedroom, yet loud within! (provided others arent around). lmfao last girlfriend got rather peeved that even with family in just the other room I was still rather loud... just need louder music then!

mhm I see!

My last girlfriend did that one for me just once hahaha

mhm I hear ya on that, I can't have a girl that is much more inhibited than I am, need a girl with a more open mind!

lmfao glad I am not the only nutcase from Oklahoma! I got a few friends that, at their more wild parties will dress up like that...

Know what I have been considering a webcam lately for my laptop, and trying to get the nerve up to try that as well, but one thing... other than here, where else would I really come across people to do that with?! Not every day your just im'ed by someone who is into it...