Know you deserve much better. We so often settle when we ourselves can have so much better. I need you to build yourself up. If you hold your head up high no one can pull it down except you. We are all beautiful in different ways as I know you are amazingly awesome. I am over weight but I exercise every day and I like the me I am. I have my moments when I let people get to me, when that happens I do something for myself. Even if I can't afford it. Go to a salon and go treat yourself to a hair cut, or manicure, or massage. Go shopping and buy yourself something different, put on a pair of heals, get your best dress on and work it. Remember that feeling and try for that feeling everyday. My motto is I may be fat but they are stupid and you can't fix stupid.