Being forced

[Bob Long]

Years ago I had a girlfriend who was very sexual and loved fucking anywhere anytime, but when it came to oral sex she at first resisted completely but then agreed and did nothing but open her mouth and allow me to put my cock in it, not the true definition of a blowjob. So after a while one night we were laying in bed and I got her to tell me that a family member forced her to have oral sex with him for years and anal as well, basically he repeatedly raped a young girl.

 So at the time I was seeing a therapist for PTSD and suggested she may want to speak with someone, she agreed only if I went with her. I did for the first session and spoke with the therapist but after that I had to wait in outside or she would go on her own. She confessed that just knowing I was outside was the support she needed. She later told me her therapist asked her if she wanted to give me a blowjob and if I thought I would enjoy it, she said she very much wanted to but couldn't bring herself to. Her therapist told her that she needed to realize that if things were on her terms that giving me a blowjob or anyone else for that matter meant she was in control because men are totally vulnerable, this logic helped her tremendously and I was told by the therapist that this had to be on her terms which I totally understood and agreed with. After the first few times of her asking me if I wanted a blowjob and being careful not to be too dominant it then became second nature and 1o0% willing on her part, we both enjoyed it immensely and our sex life flourished. I am sorry to say that she lost her battle with cancer  and is no longer with us. Now not advocating that this type or method is for your situation but seeking the help of a therapist is something you really might want to consider. Everyone is different and may require a different method but bottling it up inside you is not a healthy way of dealing wit it. I know all too well the stigma that comes with seeing a therapist but its is such an archaic way of thinking . Your brain is nothing more than an organ in your body, you wouldn't hesitate seeing a cardiologist or a surgeon if you had an issue with your heart etc. so your brain is no different.  I believe you'll be happier if you did

[tiedupnaked33]

Any chance the therapist was male!

[Guest Crazy Cat]

On 10/28/2019 at 9:46 PM, Bob Long said:

Your brain is nothing more than an organ in your body, you wouldn't hesitate seeing a cardiologist or a surgeon if you had an issue with your heart etc. so your brain is no different.

Thank you for your post. I too am an advocate for therapy. There is unfortunately a stigma attached to it. As well as mental health drugs. I feel this original post got ran off in a ditch along the way. A sensitive subject that got tangled with erotica and incest. No one’s personal views are wrong, as we all have our our rights to our opinions.

....Thank you Mark for your view on prayer. I am of Christian faith. I have friends of the Muslim, Hindu, Wiccan faiths. And I do not understand a person living a Hedonism lifestyle. So I too will add to my prayer list.

[l9vebigfatcocks]

On 9/11/2019 at 6:57 PM, Connieknows said:

This is what I'm talking about having your brother or father or another member of your family take advantage of you and forcefully fuck you??

 

Oh yell no report him that is rape

[Sunshine Sam218]

Yes... something happened to me as a child and it haunted me for years. This is why I'm so careful when it comes to sex and suffered with PTSD for years because of it. Therapy helped me a lot. Nobody deserves to go through this. 

[Tyger]

For anyone that has responded to this post, I have removed the video clip of the possible rape scene. Whether or not it was real ( the video), remember, those things go against the guidelines. 

You don't need to show examples of what you mean with a picture or a video on this particular area of the forum. 

Please always be respectful. 

Thanks ya'll!

[Bob Long]

On 10/31/2019 at 10:41 AM, tiedupnaked33 said:

Any chance the therapist was male!

No  a woman

[Bigirlhaggen]

On 10/28/2019 at 10:46 PM, Bob Long said:

Years ago I had a girlfriend who was very sexual and loved fucking anywhere anytime, but when it came to oral sex she at first resisted completely but then agreed and did nothing but open her mouth and allow me to put my cock in it, not the true definition of a blowjob. So after a while one night we were laying in bed and I got her to tell me that a family member forced her to have oral sex with him for years and anal as well, basically he repeatedly raped a young girl.

 So at the time I was seeing a therapist for PTSD and suggested she may want to speak with someone, she agreed only if I went with her. I did for the first session and spoke with the therapist but after that I had to wait in outside or she would go on her own. She confessed that just knowing I was outside was the support she needed. She later told me her therapist asked her if she wanted to give me a blowjob and if I thought I would enjoy it, she said she very much wanted to but couldn't bring herself to. Her therapist told her that she needed to realize that if things were on her terms that giving me a blowjob or anyone else for that matter meant she was in control because men are totally vulnerable, this logic helped her tremendously and I was told by the therapist that this had to be on her terms which I totally understood and agreed with. After the first few times of her asking me if I wanted a blowjob and being careful not to be too dominant it then became second nature and 1o0% willing on her part, we both enjoyed it immensely and our sex life flourished. I am sorry to say that she lost her battle with cancer  and is no longer with us. Now not advocating that this type or method is for your situation but seeking the help of a therapist is something you really might want to consider. Everyone is different and may require a different method but bottling it up inside you is not a healthy way of dealing wit it. I know all too well the stigma that comes with seeing a therapist but its is such an archaic way of thinking . Your brain is nothing more than an organ in your body, you wouldn't hesitate seeing a cardiologist or a surgeon if you had an issue with your heart etc. so your brain is no different.  I believe you'll be happier if you did

it's very sad but yes many of us girls are forced at a very young age useally by a family member which makes it so much more devastating to us because we have always trusted them and when they break that trust like that we don't Know how to respond or act around them and that's extremely confusing to a really young mind

[Bigirlhaggen]

I know first hand because I was forced by my brother and after that I was so confused about everything but after a couple of weeks I finally told my mom about what he did and thanks to my absolute best friend my Mom she explained to me about boys and that I was so beautiful that I make others around me want me women have had that problem from the beginning of time

[Bigirlhaggen]

I want to tell the whole story my Mom told me to talk to him about what he did so I did that very night I asked him why he did that and he said he was so sorry about doing it told me that he was jerking off watching porn and heard me getting ready to take a shower and wanted to just watch me undress but he saw me bending over and thought lookrd so sexy he was just gonna ask ne if he could join me but suddenly he wanted to fuck me and pushed me on the bed and couldn't resist himself I said you really thought looked sexy and he said OMG sister I've fantasized about you so much

[Hugeandhappy]

[Hugeandhappy]

Just now, Hugeandhappy said:

 

I loved to be forced fuck by a good friend as my husband is deployed he loves it 

and I send him vids like this you 

 

this is what he said as I was getting fuck pull her hair and choke her  so he did 

I came so hard 

this is what I want any one else ?

[Hugeandhappy]

[Hugeandhappy]

I need more cock will some come fuck me any thing goes 

[Bigirlhaggen]

On 10/17/2020 at 1:57 PM, Hugeandhappy said:

I need more cock will some come fuck me any thing goes 

well I know exactly how you feel sweetheart especially if I get to watch

[Bigirlhaggen]

On 10/17/2020 at 1:54 PM, Hugeandhappy said:

I loved to be forced fuck by a good friend as my husband is deployed he loves it 

and I send him vids like this you 

 

this is what he said as I was getting fuck pull her hair and choke her  so he did 

I came so hard 

this is what I want any one else ?

exactly what I'm talking about it's so exciting to be totally unaware and suddenly being grabbed from behind and blindfolded then thrown on the bed and being stripped of your clothes not knowing who or how many there are OMG yes

[Bigirlhaggen]

On 10/17/2020 at 1:57 PM, Hugeandhappy said:

I need more cock will some come fuck me any thing goes 

OMG girlfriend I'll come over and strap on my 11 inch cock and we'll have one incredible night of fun

[MrsPraz]

This topic hits a very sensitive area for me, i grew up being abused bg my brother and my father i was being rped and molested for as fr back as i can remeber nd as i have aged things tdd hat i blocked ou TV have starged coming up and trying to dea with it is devastating when i was lit TV le i was manipulafed into thinkinf wht was going on was " nornal" then it was i was getting an " advantage" from it because most girls wouldnt know how to be a good wife or girlffiend tdd hen i was bribed and threatened with violence by the time i was eight i was bding " rented" out to all the local perverts and creeps by my father and the couple times i tried to put a stop to it i contacted dcf and they sent out an investifator who wuickly found" nothi b.f to be concerned about" and as soon az they were gone the beatings and sexual abuse i suffered were so severe and so violent i never dared speak out again. By the time i was thirteen i was onstantly trying to run away or being thrown out on to the streets for not cooperting in order go make my dad some mo ey and i spent a good portion of my teenage years sleepi g in whs TV wss affecfionatly know as Rape psrk where homeless men snd wonn typically violent offenders wohd hole up and search for nes cictims i used to " sleep " with a knife at all times,  at age 17 ( i think i was seventeen a tdd least) my father was finally arrested by fhe fbi, but because of my age their was no ghelp offered go me i hVe been fighting my deam oil s from all this ever since . 

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On 1/31/2021 at 10:58 AM, MrsPraz said:

This topic hits a very sensitive area for me, i grew up being abused ...

MrsPraz, I'm not much of a praying person, but you are in my thoughts and prayers.  Thank you for sharing.  I hope you can find peace after all you've been through.

[khorse]

i got molested at about age 5. no penetration but he played with my cock. he was probably in his 40's. never told anyone till i was in my 50's and my parents had died 

[Justasimp]

I have and was used as a sex doll in a way. He woke me up at night jerking off and begging to fuck me too practice when he met a female. I was young and denied him until I got tired of him asking and just gave up saying no. I really don't talk about it and too be honest in my mind that's when i became curious of having sex with male and females.  I enjoy sex  with females a lot but feel like I deserve to be treated right and enjoy sex with a man finally.  I've enjoy many man blowjobs with men and actually got finger by girls but having a penis inserted just brought back pain. I can only enjoy playing with my prostate massager or fingers for now. 

[Justasimp]

Yes I was talked too into getting fucked in the ass in the middle of the night and sucking dick because he wanted to practice before hooking up with girls. I love my life and wouldn't change it.