[The Wait]

I find myself in the pharmacy on a bi-weekly schedule, mainly due to my son's ADHD meds. I am always, I mean ALWAYS behind some older lady or gentleman who has a $6 co-pay but wants the pharmacy tech to call this place and that place to find out how it can be given CHEAPER. "Is this the generic, I want the generic?" or "Last month my can't-stop-peeing-myself-medication was only $4, why is it $4./25 this month?"

I don't mind waiting for valid things, but these people drive me (and I am sure YOU) bonkers!

[Depo]

You are too funny! It was snowing AND thundering and lightening here. I walked on my porch and said, what the fuck is this shit? God must be confused!

Oh well....it is good to know about the shot. Personally, I think anything that takes your period away for 3 months is unnatural!

Have a good one!

Kayla

[Blah..]

I really don't think that there is any toy that would feel better than a live penis! I mean, sure, if you have a man who has an extremely small penis, one that you wouldn't feel inside you anyway, then I toy might feel better. I can assure you, my hubby is average size, some of the toys I have used have been very, very large - and I still love to fuck him instead! Just my opinion though!

Kayla

[Ow]

Well....how do you know she isn't Bi? Some girls don't know they are Bi until they are propositioned by the right girl....

I know what you mean about that tongue ring - when I got mine pierced, oh 100 years ago, before there were piercing studios, I kept playing and biting it, and it got infected and I had to have it cut out...not fun at ALL!

Well, I am glad to hear that work is going well for you...keep on posting girlfriend!!!!!

Kayla

[The Call]

Wow Whiskey...reading those memories of your son I was in tears!

It is so wonderful that you have those comical, sensitive, moments stuck in your brain forever! I try to remember each day what my son has done which is good, funny, helpful, insightful, sarcastic or any other memorable expression because as we all know...you never know when they will be taken away - cause if you did, you would give your own life to stop it!

My heart goes out to Katprr and to you...and I hugged my son more today, gave him more kisses, let him get away with just a little more...and thanked GOD that he is still here for another day....we should ALL do that with our children, every, single day....

Bless you both....

Kayla

[Grrrrr]

GET A SECOND OPINION GIRL!!!!

My advice, don't take "it is just a fat deposit" and let it go. True, there can be fatty deposits in the neck - but in lump form? I would go to another doctor, and if he or she asks what kind of insurance BEFORE they give you the advice, tell them United Healthcare, or Aetna or Cigna - not Medicaid, then see if it changes the diagnosis!

Too many people die from their insurance companies not their diseases!

mIKAYLA

[Blah..]

Do you mean to infer that if you have a LARGE toy that you will be so stretched out that no man would be able to compete? This is a fallacy! IF you use a large toy, and your man is smaller, your vagina will contract back down to "normal" size after use. The only way to permanently stretch yourself would be consistent use!

I mean, think about it, a baby's head passes down your vagina and it doesn't stay as big as a baby's head, right? I think women worry too much about this happening - and honestly, having a big toy isn't all it is cracked up to be for some women. Stick with what YOU like!

Mikayla

[The Hardest Choice]

I know what you are going through Whiskey. In my lifetime we have had to put 3 dogs down - one was only 4 years old, but had Luekemia. OF course your other animal is depressed! Dogs and cats are especially in tune with not only their master's emotions - you are probably feeling kind of down too - but also fellow pets. He or she knows the other dog is dead - he can sense it. Dogs can actually sense when someone is sick, ill or terminally ill - so that dog knew the other was going to die. It is freaky but part of nature. Just like when your dog kills a rabbit or something in the yard and continually sniffs out where the "death" happened and rolls there..ick!

I am sorry for your loss...I know how much it SUCKS!!!!! Try to find some joy in your other animals!

Hugs,

Kayla

[Bummed]

Thanks HC. No, I haven't gone back to the Dr., he will yell at me cause I wasn't supposed to be wearing heels....ever again. I thought, what the hell, I can do it. WRONG. I am just trying, unsuccessfully, to heal it myself, but it is hard with my son going to school, work, volunteering at school, cooking, cleaning, sex...ughhhh.

Oh well, I might have to break down and go.

THanks for the thoughts!

[Can't Do It]

I am sorry you misunderstood. I WAS in law school, 2 years of it actually. It is just NOT what I thought it would be. I have a MA in English, and used to teach, and I believe that is where I am going to continue, or perhaps continue with a Ph.D. program. Whatever I do, I know law is not in my heart any longer!

Mikayla

[A Real Problem]

Hi Whiskey!

I see you are using the BLOG like a journal, good for you! You don't worry one little bit about loosing Liz, you are a GREAT Mom, and no one in their right mind will try to take her away, you do the best you can for all your kids, and go beyond. Plus, the fact that he wanted nothing to do with her for all this time doesn't bode well for the Daddy!

I have condifence in you Girl - and I know you will find love - cause you and your girls are worth the perfect guy!

Keep on living like you are worth it, cause you are!

Mikayla