Man, am I beat. I got into work and found out that my helper called off. Then I was greeted by the delivery of 5 skids, approxamitaly 5 feet long by 4 feet high FULL of boxes, that had to be marked, dated, opened and put away. Of course I also had to rotate out the current stock. All of this happend the day before inventory. Wich means I will be laughing my ass off at the assitant manager, because she is the one who ordered it, and she is the one who has to count it all. right before i left I
I will be the first to admit...I am scared shitless right now. For those of you who actually read my ramblings, know that my last entry was about a guy I have ben chatting with for the last 6 years. He is coming out here for at least a weeks vacation. I know it is hard to tell about a person online. But once you get to talking with someone for a while, you get a general feeling for them. I know one guy who just wants me to call and masterbatate for him. Another guy just wants to vent once in
6 years ago, i started chatting with a guy i met in a chat room. we have talked on and off for 6 years, his net would get cut off, or his work would get him too busy or tired to chat. His wife would get nosey and start trouble etc. but it never failed, he would always find me and chat with me. he and i have talked eiher on the phone or online for no less than 5 years. recently, his company went out of buiness, and will be closing soon. his wife did not like the idea, and divorced him. thank god
Someone posted something, wating to know hwo people can be in cruel relationships. Ity made me think back to my days in a bad relationship. The fighting, the yelling, the screaming, and the physicla violence that follwed suit. It wasn't too bad, generally a slap on the ass too hard, then it escalated, to slaps on the face, or a punch in the eye. then he wised up, no marks on the face. I had bruises up and down m y legs and arms, on my chest, my hips, my back, everywhere. then the abuse got wo
OK, so most people who read this know I have a tendancy of ranting and venting here. Quite honestly, I feel it is better to rant in a blog than fill up the board with my senseless rantings. especially when i make a 180 degree turn. Today is not going to be about ranting and venting. well, maybe. I am actually just going to put down some maybe good news for a change? I am so damn excited I can't stand it.... My 7 yr old has been sick lately, and she has been purposly coughing in everyones fac
Maybe my next life will be a bit better. All I can say is this is so not fair. My ewe dropped dead last week. I have no idea why, half of her wool fell out practically overnight, and the next day she was on the ground dead. The vet told me he thought it was scrapies. This is a serious thing. Scrapies is very much a extremely contagious disease, it affects, sheep, goats and cows. It is a neuological disorder that affects the central nervous system. It causes seizures, and all sorts of problems,
Ok, if any of you followed my rant on the board, you know the situation. My step sister has come in and cleaned out the house. Pictures, guns, knives etc. Everything is dissapearring quicker than Houdini could get out of a straight jacket. It really irks me that they scream and holler and yell and demand to know where every little thing is, and the fact of the matter is, we just don't know. Anyways, they are gonna be here any minute, so I gotta jet and be prepared. Ill add more later. Ok I k
Oh lord, My schedule is back to normal, kinda, the boss has me flip flopping all over the place, half of the week I am on days, the weekends I am on mornings, and on the latter part of the week I am on midnights. Damn, my sleep schedule is all messed up. 2 of the girls have poison Ivy. My 7 year old had this rash on her face, I took her into the doctor, and she pointed it out right away, so today was spent outside in the backyard with long sleeved shirts and pants and boots and long gloves pul
Man, what a week it has been, I am pretty much laid off of work due to construction. I went from 50 hours a week down to 8, talk about a major set back. Hopefully this will be the last week things are like this, the boss is talking about starting my midights back up again, even a few days on top of the one a week I am getting now will be better than none. It is kinda nice to have some time off, but on the other hand all the boredom is killing me. MIL had a new treatment last week. She can not s
Well it seems as though the more things cahnge, the more they stay the same. my ex called me last night, drunker than a skunk and wanting to pick a fight. I told him flat out, I am not in the mood for this, I am not gooing to fight with you, call me in the morning when your sober and we can talk like normal human beings. I still do not plan on fighting with him, I don't need the stress and I won't give in to it, he wants to talk thats fine, but I refue to let it escalate past talking, if it star
As the title suggests, the last 2 or three months have been a combination of agony and bliss. I have put in almost 60 plus hours each week, leaving little time for anything but a few fragmented hours of stolen sleep. It would literally be, leave at 10, commute no less than 50 minutes arrive at work, clock in, work my arse off for the next 8 hours, clock out, commute an hour and a half in the 7 am rush hour, come home, take the kids to school, come home, grab about 4 or 5 hours of sleep, get the
Yeah, I know, been tooo long since I added an entry into here. I cant help it, work has been keeping me on my toes, even though I have been scheduled for 5 days, I have been working 6 to 7 a week. We hired in 5 people, 2 never showed, 1 stole from the till, 1 pulled a no call no show and the last gal just up and walked out halfways through her shift, said she couldnt handle dealing with all the people. I had a customer ask me if my daughter was my grand daughter, he said he assumed she was bec
Yes, I am bad, I know. It has been too long since I posted. Unfortunatly folks at work are dropping like flies. My favoritist gal pulled a no call no show, right after she informed me that she was into girls *cries* oh well, life goes on. T and I split, seems I was more of a baby sitter than anything, she said "I wanna see you, but I have to work late, watch the kids and I will stop by after work" Ok fine, no sweat, well, "working late" does not entail working till 5 AM when you are supposed to
I swear, if it isn't one thing, it's another. I got paid last wendsday, same as every other week. I collected my check and cashed it. I was informed that the manager wanted to see me, oh great, I was thinking, what did I do wrong now? Evidently, my name was entered into a drawing, I won a 50 inch tall bear. This sucker is friggin HUGE!!! Anyways, I finished my workday, got gas, got smokes and came home. I kept a 100 dollar bill aside for bills, I was gonna pay my phone and cable bill and give t
GRRRRRR I hate the Depo shot. I should have known that there was gonna be some kind of funky side effects. I heard all these women rant and rave over it " oh yeah you don't have any cycles for like 3 months" Yeah, right, try the opposite, you have a cycle for like 3 months, then you stop for a week then its back to the menses for another 3 months. It screws with your sex drive BIG TIME! It makes you cranky, irratable, and downright beat. I am still trying to recover from the one and only shot I
Well, we lost 2 workers in 2 weeks, one walked off in the middle of a shift and the other neglected to call in for like 4 days and never showed up for any of those days. So, it looks like I may be getting in some extra time, this is a good thing. Yeah, it is a bit of a pain to have to get the extra hours and grind through each and every day, but, hey, at least the shift will be covered and i get some serious OT. I hope I get to work Christmas or thanksgiving or maybe new years, major pay incre
Well, it is Halloween, I have like a million things to do today. I have to get some makeup for the girls costumes, put a snap on ine costume, wash it because it still smells like cedar from my cedar chest, find some vampire teeth for the 6 yr olds get up. I was sent home a note last night informing me that I was "volunteered" to bring in 25 halloween pencils and erasers for my 5 yr olds class party today. I don't mind that they like to give out something other than candy and junk food, but how
My tounge hurts. Now, don't be getting no freaky ideas. I have been stressing out at work a lot and I have a tendancy to chew on my tounge ring. I am afraid I will rip it out one of these days if I keep chewing on it. Some days, I hate my job. Like today. The 3 o clock relief person called in sick. Actually, he came in and he did not look good at all. He was pale, running a fever, he had no buisness being around food or people. He called me a few minutes ago to apologize. I told him he was very
I did talk to Katprrr earlier, and her loss brings back so many memories of what I went through when I lost my son. I know it hurt her like hell to talk to me, and yeah at times I was on the verge of tears myself. At times like this I sit back and remember all the fun stuff my son used to do. One of my favorites was when he came out in his batman pajama bottoms, no shirt and a beach towel around his neck, he jumped up on the back of my couch, assumed the classic, one hand in the air, the other
Well, this morning my neck was hurting, so I began rubbing it, and I found 2 cysts on my neck. I called the doctor since cancer runs in my family. he got me in right away, Asked what insurance I had, I replied Medicaid, he felt them, told me they were fat deposits and handed me a worksheet for a 1200 calorie diet, then he smacked my ass and told me I needed to lose both of my "cheeks" I am soooo fucking pissed right now. Would he have treated me any differant if I wern't on medicaid? Yes, I
I am sooooo glad that it is my weekend. I have today and tomorrow off. I was supposed to have yesterday off, but the new girl called off...again. This is like the 3rd weekend she was supposed to work, and the 3rd weekend shes called off. I swear she spends more time calling off than she actually works. I mean, don't get me wrong, I understand people with certain conditions have bad days, we all do, even if we are healthy. I honestly think that if someones health is declining so severely that
oh god, today just soooooo isn't my day. I got written up for something someone else didn't do. In other words, we were both working the same shift, something was supposed to be done and wasn't, so I sucked it up and had the write up put in my file. Then, I was making a pizza, I went to put it in the oven and my hand slipped and I blistered 4 fingers on my right hand. After the big lunch rush, I went to do dishes, of course my hand was throbbing because I literally melted the glove to my skin.
I had some fun at work today. I had this cute guy come in like 5 or 6 times for some little thing or another. A sandwich, a cup of coffee, a bag of chips, some cookies, etc. Everytime he kept asking me to take off my glasses. I kept asking him why, and he would just repeat his request, "Take off your glasses." Finally he irratated me enough that I did, and he said "YOUR EYES ARE BLUE!" I said "Well, DUH!, what were you expecting? dayglo orange?" After that he spent the next 45 minutes chit cha
4 days ago, I had to make a choice. My dog became severely ill, the diagnosis was grim indeed, septis, renal failure and her demise was inevidable. She was given about a week left to live. She was 15, had diabetes for 9 years and required insulin injections twice a day. She gave me 15 good years as a friend, a protector and a family member. I chose to have her put to sleep, it was the most humane decision I felt I could make given the circumstances. I know if any pet owners are reading this, the
For those who have been reading this for a while now, you remember a few nights back I posted about the neighbors fighting AGAIN, and their dog was hurt... Well, they killed it. I found it in the yard of the vacant house next door. I went over thre because I heard a commotion, and because it is vacant and having work done to it, I didn't want a bunch of neighborhood vandals destroying anything over there. I went over and saw about 10 or 15 kids standing over the body of the dog. The only thing I
